08-15-08 *Sunset
Aside from all the fun deep inside of me still dwells despair, I am aware of it. How I've managed to have come this far despite being alone, it's not as if I don't have any family anymore. However, the problem is I rebelled against them and things went this way.
I tried my best to change and they're helping me financially but they thought that I don't want them interfering my life so they haven't visited nor greeted me. And I, can't bring myself to go home and apologize properly I don't know what to say.
I was scared...
Thinking such things I was sitting on the cliff killing time while Anna went off to find a good spot to paint. "I should go somewhere instead of sulking here." I muttered. I bring my camera with me to wander the mountains. The path was random although it didn't matter for I was leaving a trail in case the impossible happen. I got deep in the forest and spotted a route leading a cave. "There's no choice is there." Instead of getting farther away I walked towards the cave, there isn't much to do.
It was a flicker of something obscure...
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Before I left Ai's expression changed. "I wonder if she's still up there or went somewhere else?" I asked myself. Even though I told Ai that I don't care about Troy he still pops in my mind time to time. "You can't Anna." I said to myself. I wasn't yet finished with the portrait so I took my sweet time to polish the painting.
"Kraa... kraa...." Crows flew by signaling something. "Isn't things happening like this are only in fiction stories?" I questioned the air. "I guess it wouldn't hurt to go back and see if Ai is there." I packed my things and went back. "Still, I have a strange feeling." I once again asked the air.
I should hurry...
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What awaits me inside this cave is only darkness so far. I continued walking for a while until I stumble upon a dead end. "Guess I'll go back." Being aware there isn't much to explore in this cave, so I decided to go back.
*thud.... thud....
A path was opened at the far left of the cave. "Isn't this strange?" Is this just a coincidence? Such questions popped, I was curious. Silence wanders and I guess I have to explore a little bit further, I walked at the far left. I was engulfed by the darkness.
".....!" A droplet of water tickled my head, I was startled. As I walk a bit further a light illuminate this hollow. It was a bit shallow at the middle where the light was gleaming a... fracture?
Or more of like a glass breaking? One thing after another, I was baffled.
*shriek.....
And then....
*Zaaaazaaaa...
and then....
*snapped.....
and then.... Where was I again?