I was shaking.. I was extremely upset and I could no longer hide it. The last time I witnessed my family's murder, I was powerless to do anything but not this time.. Alexei was the only one I got.. He was not just my biological brother but also my Emperor, my King.. My Tsar.
I grabbed the broken lamp and hit the Countess on her face.. She screamed so I hit her over and over again until she was bloodied and unconscious.
Amelie returned to my room and saw the Countess laying on the floor, covered with her own blood.
" My lady.. What have you done again this time?" She said while she was trying to collect her emotions.
I knew what I had done.. I killed the Countess of Bravada, the mother of Jose Manuel..
I asked Amelie to clean the floor while I lit the fireplace and threw several woods on it..
I waited until the fire was strong then I cut the Countess' dress and inner garments. I threw them on fire..
" My lady, you can not burn the whole body.. Other passengers would notice the smell of a burning flesh.." Amelie warned me.
" I know.. that's why we will burn her little by little." I replied.
I wrapped her in the curtain and cut her head off then I threw it on the fireplace. I asked Amelie to help me dismembered her body.
She cut the arms, I cut the legs, then the torso and we burned them one by one.
I poured all my perfumes and scented oils all over my room to cover the smell of burnt flesh.
Amelie vomited when we finished everything.. I also threw up. My stomach was turning upside- down. I could still smell her blood in my skin..
I burned the clothes that I was wearing and I went to the bathroom.
I stayed there for hours.. I scrubbed myself from head to toe, I poured a liter of bath soaps and gels all over my hair and body then I emptied my remaining lavender oil and soaked myself on it.
When I finally dried myself.. I looked at the mirror and saw myself.. I already killed 3 people.. I was officially a murderer..