That literal pick-up line was the worst of all those dialogues I've ever heard...but that's what snatched my attention. That reflected his innocence.
I took him in my cozy little house and put on the heater. He sat there on the sofa looking around in the classy and artistic atmosphere he found himself in, 'seasons in the sun' by westlife apparently was being played on the radio. While I was busy preparing meal, he pondered with amazement over almost every object. I have nearly all the things which are either multi-functioning or made up by used worn out materials (I mean, come on! A Japanese gotta show her creativity;)
Served him omurice filled with soy sauce and butter instead of ketchup garnished by tiny shreds of tofu with green tea which he seemingly enjoyed. The way he was eating...he made the food look delicious. For a moment my heart gave me this feeling of a majestic chef👩🏻🍳but then my "spoilers alert" mind dragged me back to reality😒and told me...oh. he's just hungry. He looked so innocent while eating. Like a kid.
I've always felt...lonely. Even if I have boyfriend or friends... there's a lingering feeling that never leaves me. Its like a ghost that always holds me. So tightly that it becomes harder to breathe...so suffocating. However I'm saved by its existence. At least I'm lonely but not numb. The more that I grow up, so does this feeling.
"Hey...how about a walk outside?" I asked
"Sure" he said.
We were heading towards the city street.. where people were all stuck in their own worlds... had no time to just notice how beautiful the evening in a city actually can be. Wherever you go...you can't find yourself alone cause it's always buzzing with human existence. The lightings may change.. from dim red to lime bright (where someday we only could see moonlight).
The roads were so busy but the gleaming cars didn't miss their chance to impress me with their eminence. One side of the road felt like the stars have fallen on the earth and other side where only the red lights could be seen looked so prestigious that even Mother Nature hasnt been abled to make such wonder yet. One of those marvelleous sights to see created by humans.
You see so many shops, cafes and restaurants with elegant and classy interiors. Every building has their own flavour of glory. One shop had the doors of glass...so the fancy clothes on the mannequins could be seen with fascination.
One eye catching cafe which was built up mostly of woods and having golden lights made them look like flaming fire lamps above your head... the doors were open for us to feel the beauty and warmth of the place.
Few restaurants out there looked as though their owners were fond of gardening... and their customers seemed to enjoy eating meals underneath the stars... the best only roof they had, were the trees.