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Chapter 12 - YOU are Me iam YOU

Let the fire inside you ignite, let the desire you seek overwrite and let these memories rewrite. We think we are the same but indeed we are different from a different time frame. It is such a shame that we can't unite, you know the game I play to dominate but you play to captivate. You did not heed the warning, You were filled with greed, in the end, you were stomped by a stampede.

Zaros is my name. Though it feels unfamiliar for you still my name is Zaros.

After I said my name they said they heard my name somewhere. Somewhere in the books that they have been reading to educate themselves. They asked my name so I too asked all their names.

They gave their names, the tall guy is Eros, the average height guy is Azorius, the blond hair girl is Freya and the white bob hair girl is Lana. I don't know why but the names sound familiar except the name Freya but she looks familiar.

Why do these names feel familiar? hmmm...

Anyways, Eros was very powerful enough to kill all those creatures but he did not kill them because he said "I need to bring the others to safety first if I stop then there is a chance those creatures would have got you" he thought about my safety because I was the one running closer to those creatures the other were ahead of me.

Azorius was not very powerful but he was smart and had two amazing titanium swords.

Freya and Lana were wizards of the pack they were the ones who could heal any kind of wound and destroy any powerful crystal. These two girls were not very good with physical strength.

But if you combine all of them excluding me from the crew they were already unstoppable.

They looked like god-like characters so I wanted to name them so, I asked for their permission for the name. They gave me the full rights to name their group so, I named them "Marble Foxes". They heard the name and were very proud of that name.

I was happy that they liked the name.

They asked me about where I came from? but I did not know that myself so, I replied to them that I have amnesia and don't remember how I came there.

I only knew that I was sleeping there for quite a long time for no reason.

Eros told me that he will take me to their house. I asked about how did they build a house in this environment. Freya and Lana answered they were the ones who created some elements in order to build that house.

They asked me to visit their house so, what else would I say? I replied to them that ill go with them

After I massacred all those beasts there was something inside me changed, a very strong feeling was coming out of me. I don't know how to express those feelings. I don't understand why, or even I don't know why I did that but all the feelings inside me rushed out that I kneeled on my knees, revealed my unease and unconcealed my disease. I cried till those feelings went away with ease.

While I was crying it was like the world was healing, when I was crying, my tear droplets, when dropped on the ground, would transform into a beautiful flower.

Marble Foxes tried to clam me down and they were also unhappy seeing me crying.

But it is feeling so good to cry and to let out all these bad feelings. Anger, regret, happiness, darkness and other emotionless feelings meant nothing when I was crying out loud while I was on my knees. The Marble Foxes asked me, again and again, why was I crying? I still don't understand why I was crying but I surely was healing.

I stopped crying after some time.

They did not ask me about anything, we all started walking to their house. They cheered me up while walking I felt happy. The situation was in control. Everyone was feeling good. The small journey was successful. We all arrived at the house that they were talking about.

That house was looking too much familiar. It was as if I was living there no so long ago. I was feeling like my own house.

"MYSTERIOUS HOUSE"

Ouch!!!

"I was here, you were there and history repeated here"

Aah!!! what are these memories? why is it so painful? For a glimpse, I saw something someone killed Eros, Azorius and Lana. Freya was badly wounded. Was it a memory or a warning or a "nightmare".

Marble Foxes asked me what happened.

What should I have said? No, I cannot say that they will be killed in that house. So, I said that nothing happened and said I just remembered some nightmare. That nightmare was that I saw a dragon girl killed by a Cerberus. I don't know how I remember that but I just blurted out somethings I didn't know.

Freya was feeling bad because of that nightmare and she tried to ease me down.

After that whole melodrama boring situation we went to the house at last! the house itself is well maintained. It was looking more like a mansion. It looks like a rich man's house. Oh? have I said that before? feels like Deja vu.

They showed me around the house. At first, I saw an illusion room which was very freaky. Next, I saw a maze room it was looking cool so I went ahead and solved it. Next, I saw the Library.

I stopped at the library and asked them if I could read there for an hour or so. I said that because this was the place that they were all massacred. They will get massacred here someday. I need to think of a way to protect them somehow. I'll read some books in this library then ill see what all methods I can get from those books or what knowledge ill get from these books to protect the Marble foxes.

I read every book in the library, I learnt a lot but I didn't find a way to protect the Marble Foxes. I was bored so I dozed off for a while.

When I woke up I was holding the time sword which had blood on it, I looked around and I saw that Eros, Azorius and Lana were dead and Freya was wounded badly that she couldn't even walk, she was crawling with sadness. How did this happen!?

I killed the Marble Foxes without knowing what I was doing. How could I have done this?

With continuous tears on my face, I carried Freya to the couch that I was sleeping on and asked her about what happened and how did I do this?. She was a little happy and also a little scared and said: "Did you come to your senses?".

"Me coming to senses?" I asked her

she said she knew my story and she forgot about me when she first saw me. She said she saw a vision of the legend in the world who was named "Zaros" and she said that Zaros was the game-changing hero of the world.

When I tried to ask her about why I did all this she told "Your Mind is broken, Your character is getting distorted and you have been living in the virtual world for too long, you need to adapt to the real world" after saying that she fainted. I used some gem that she had, to cure her wound that she had and yes! she got cured.

She needs some time to get up from all that murderous incident and need some time to recover from what I have done to her. I realised one thing when she told me about "distorted characters".

I realised that I have Multiple Characters inside my mind and have that Disorder.