We always find peace when we are working for it ,we always find malice when we are mocking it or forgetting it. Those words can be deceiving , but also does give a meaning . The "it" that iam talking in someones life maybe anything ,can be their goal ,can be their love , can be their destiny and also can be their goal to fulfill somebody's goal.
Huh...Again coming back to the start.
This recording in my hand is very painful but i have no choice but to carry it.This sadness doesn't seem to leave me .I got the will to fight this labyrinth of danger but again this recording is full of darkness and allows me to die alone.
What is in the recording you ask?.
Well it was quite childish at the start but the emotions get deeper and deeper when you listen to it for sometime.I wanted to know everything in that recording.I went ahead and listened to it , keeping my emotions aside.
It was a girl who was in that recording . That girl was very fearless in her speech ,in her way of talking things.Her voice was so calm just as if i was hearing a nightingale singing so powerfully and beautifully.Her attitude from the voice was as if there were no scary things in this planet, as if there was no such thing as fear.
She had the voice of my dead sister in the real world...
She was shivering in this forest and also says that she might die.Even in such condition she was very brave.She was unwell,she had a little problem with her breath yet fighting like a warrior.
The next words she said was "What else should i do but to accept this place.Someday somebody might come save me.And i know that he is near". From this i understood that she wanted help ,she wanted someone beside her.And she knew that i was roaming around her territory.Which was why she was in a quest to search of me just like me in search of someone.
While i was hearing to the recording .I wanted to run . Wanted to go run and save her. I didn't care about the things that would happen to me.She trusted on her life in finding me .I should not break that trust.
If there is a shriek of help.I cant standby or sit at a single place and do nothing.There is a need in a leap of faith.There is a greed in what you should do.Even if you know a person is already dead ,you need to do the honors in digging the grave and being brave.
I didn't care where i will go next.I will just follow this glowing map that she made , which then leads me back to her. She is a beacon of hope in my life right now because I need to know everything about this world and also the world around her and the origin of me .I just want to talk to her for sometime.
Hm....This is taking longer than i thought it would take.
I keep following this map but i don't seem to find anything but plain wild grass and spooky forest.But i will never give up on saving her and break her trust.There is a feeling in me that she might be appearing nearer to me somehow.
If that is true please talk to me.
This is like a endless paradox . I don't see any exit.There are creepy voices all over me.Despite all that i finally found the strength behind my sword. My sword absorbs all fear and darkness then gives me power from it.The sword has the same power of nightmares that i have been getting when i sat on that chair.I need to investigate on this after ,first i need to get going.
Besides that i still don't know how to activate this sword.This keeps glowing sometimes.But this sword is very good to kill monsters.It mostly glows red.
After sometime...
This is where the world went upside down.I keep seeing the world upside down,but i don't see where iam walking,Hmm....strange.
I am in an illusion.This is unreal!. Where in the world did i come!?
I was a little bored on this journey so i went ahead an listened to the rest of the recording.Just by hearing her sound in that recording gave me a shock.All these feelings come rushing towards me made me unstable and useless....
I was hearing her laugh but suddenly a growling sound came towards her.That growling sound started growing and growing and then ate her..
I was on my knees crying .
There was once one person in this world that can educate me about this worthless world and also the last person to tell me the way back to home.She trusted in me ,She kept her life on the line but i broke her trust .
I forfeited her trust.
I keep on having a broken heart. Can i not have any happiness?. Can i not save anyone? Why does this keep happening to me?
Before the growling she said some words .She said "If i die today without being saved or You who is my destiny could not come in time it's okay, don't worry and be strong i will be with you in the next life".
I found another recording while i was on my knees . I listed to it.
That other recording was also her. She was talking about the topic "Reincarnation and regenerating". And she mentioned me that "I will definitely not allow this technique because it will take half of human power left in that boy".
What am i doing?...
Am i sulking and mourning on my knees?
I should wake up ! this should not be the end of me!
She said she had a crystal in her house.She said it would be possible to regenerate and reincarnate any dead creature as long they have that crystal.
This is no time to mourn! i need to find her house and the crystal right away!.
The darkness inside me is my strength,the more heartless i can be is my swords wavelength .Come danger see me from this rage and free me from this cage.Today is my time that i outrage and create a beautiful story with my name written on a page.Release me from these chains and watch this ,all that remains is nothing but games.
Come forth brave hero!
I stood up having this adrenaline in my veins and nothing but rage in my brains , my sword is glowing in blue this time .
I don't care what happens now.
I'll just slay every monster in this forest so that i can find her home and slay that growling beast that killed her.
After some time i found a monster with its left eye stabbed .Yes! it must be that demon who killed her.I will not hold back on this one .My sword turned to dark blue .Unlike other monsters this monster was looking tough but all it took was just one slice of my sword.From this she can finally rest in peace from her previous life.
After a while just near the point where i slayed that monster i found a house.
Oh my god!!!..that is a huge hideout!!!
I thought it would be nothing but a lazy tree house but it looks like a rich persons house.It must have been very hard to build , i need to learn where she got all this materials from.
There is a door to this house which even a 50 feat monster can fit.There was a defence mechanism near the door but it let me pass through maybe it recognised me.She must have been expecting me for a long time. I need to bring her back as soon as i can.But is it possible?To bring someone back to life?well she said it was possible so ill just search the house for some mysterious stone.
This house of her is like a mansion but the map she created was still working.So,i followed it as expected.I found a room where on a table there was a glowing red crystal.I touched that crystal thinking of her.
She said in the recording that it is forbidden to not touch the stone without her permission but she is not alive right now ,so only iam incharge of this crystal.
Right after i touched the crystal it said "Are you willing to sacrifice your power to bring this creature back alive" ,i said "Yes iam willing to give power".A destructive force is coming from the crystal and it said "Reincarnation 2 , location encrypted , commencing power intake in 5 seconds"
Something is happening inside me .Uh...