Chapter 23 - i love you daddy but i hate you and mom more

" ya the same midnight blue hair girl , 'I chuckled rembering the way he used to tease her playfully ' but now she has become a strong woman, I am proud of her " a warm breeze hit me as if my father giving his consent bringing a warmth to me as they are saying I am here

" I willl come with her later alright, I miss mom too " "but i will talk to her now or else she won't leave me or you " I whispered near the head of grave,

"I will come and visit you before going to country A and I will try to visit you every few month alright. I gave a kiss to the head stone as if I was kissing my dad's cheeks, then i turned towards my mother

"mom" I lay down near her, as I used to do when she would sleep in on Sundays or whenever she doesn't need to work

then I would crawl up to her in the bed resulting in her hug and a kiss on my forehead but now ,...? I just lay there, I didn't feel the arms that used to pull me in a hug and the warmth or the kiss

"I miss you . I miss our sleep in days, where Icould have all your love for me without any interruptions from the company. But I don't miss your terrible cooking though " I chuckled at that she would slightly smack my head when ever the issue concerning food rises "but I love you more , love this place too not the cemetery " I joked as if my mom will tease me and laugh out,

as to embarrasse me but I couldn't hear her soft laughter " I like this city, this is where I found my family where you guys became my mom and dad, from mother and father " a warm breez hit me as if they are saying 'I know honey '

that broke my last strength, I broke down

"why did you guys left me, when I found you guys" I waited for my answer but met with silence, turning towards my dad " I love you daddy but I hate you and mom more for fighting, in car that day everything broke that that " I was crying "haa I shouldn't cry " I laughed to myself mockingly 'no matter how I ask or I plead nothing changes

" I have a wedding to attend " I smiled thinking about my best friend, her big day I want her to be happy I looked at the clear sky " I couldn't enter the company, so I didn't " I mumbled "its too painful but I know I have to, one day. So, after kat gets married, I will give my half ownership to kate and I will enter the company ,

I am sorry I couldn't go to company. But uncle Terry is doing a great job you have a really good friend mom" I imagined how my mom used to puff her chest and cheeks when she is right or was praised in font of father and show him her tongue.

Few childish traits I got from her, I couldn't stop my chuckles and smile . I miss them but when I saw my watch it was half past one , I was shocked I will be late the ceremony is at 3 . I quickly scrambled to my feet saying quick good byes and promising to come back soon to finish our talk I left,

and didn't saw the shadow against the tree

when I reached it was 2' o clock on dot.' I am late oh god please don't let kat be mad at me' I dashed towards her suit and opening the door frantically saying " I am sorry kat, I didn't know when time went so quickly I am sorry " i apologized again and again my fault but I was shocked when when Annie spat

" ho busy with some boy toy huh , look its your best friend big day and you went fu*king around some great friend you are"

I was hurt kat know me well, I wouldn't do something like that but she didn't say a word, I was really hurt but when I saw Annie closely that's when my heart broke.

She is wearing my bridesmaid's dress ,which was meant for me. I couldn't keep going on anymore, I closed the door saying final sorry and ran to my room

' why ? why did she gave my dress to..' but my line of thought cut off when there was a banging from the door. I opened the door and was beyond shock to see kat as pale as ghost stand in front of my door .

She came in and started crying, I couldn't see her like that, I went near her hugging her side profile shushing her softly mumbling that everything will be ok nothing to worry when she calmed down she gave the fright of my life "Alora I am pregnant "