Zeki wasn't able to go back to sleep. While reminiscing the past, he found his chicks stained with tears without him knowing when his eyes started to cry. 'Why does it still hurting me so much?' He keeps thinking how much scare did she felt. How much pain did she suffered. He wished he was just the one who fell. He wished his the one who lost. He wished his the one who suffered. He once thought, that if this is how painful to be leave behind then better not to live further.
'Yes, I'm still alive and breathing. But I was living in an empty cell without purpose.'
That was the last words in his mind before he doze off.
'Zzzzzzzzz...'
'crrrrrriiinnnggg'
'crrrrrriiinnnggg'
'crrrrrriiinnnggg'
He was awaken by ring of his phone. He slowly open his eyes and reach for his phone to answer. Before he could say hello, he heard his mother's taunting.
"Yah... Zeki, Where are you? I was calling for you first thing in the morning but you didn't answer my call. I've also come here at the company to look for you but you weren't here. Where in the world have you been eh???"
Zeki move his phone some distance away cause he felt his ear would explode from his mother's nagging.
"Mom, why so noisy? It's still so early and you're in a bad mode already." Zeki replied lazily.
"Early my ass. It's almost lunch and you still call it early?" his mother said in an irritating tone. Zeki on the other end, can't help but to have a glimpse on a wall clock. His mother was right. He did overslept this time.
"Uh...so what's the fuss?" Zeki said while farrowing his brows.
"What's the fuss indeed. You've forgot your parents already that's why you've started not going home. I really regret giving birth to you unfilial brat." His mother said acting remorseful. Although she often nag with his son, she never really mean what she said. She love his son the most and he can't resent him no matter what.
"Mrs. Ye, I'm not a child anymore. I can handle myself."
"Oh, so you're bragging now that you're grown up and you didn't need us ? Is that it?"
"Fine....fine... I'm at my new apartment. I just woke up." Zeki surrendered to his mother's bickering. He know if he continues to reason out, things wouldn't end easily knowing his mother's attitude.
"hummp., you didn't just buy an apartment but you even hide it to me? I really doubt you being my child." Mrs. Ye harrumph in displeasure. She really was upset of his son not telling her about having a new apartment.
"Mom, I just want to be independent. I want to experience being with my own. I'm at the right age already." Zeki put a good word explaining to his mom so that she won't continue to argue further. And to his surprise, his mom agreed to what he said. But just as he was about to rejoice, he got a sudden blow of emotion. Only did he realize that he had fallen to his mother's bait after hearing her last word.
"Speaking of you being at the right age, you're indeed right. You're in the right age to give us a grandchild before I disown you. I don't care if you won't comeback the rest of your life at home but leave us a grandchild instead. You're freedom in exchange with my grandchild. So, whether you like it or not, you'll go home right now before lunch." Before Zeki could reply, his mother already hang up the call and he was left with no choice but to go home.
His mother was there at it again. Not to mention the getting married thing, he can't even touch a tiny bit of their skin how much more for a love making and having a child with a woman? This days, who woman could endure not being touch by a man? Nowadays, woman was even eager to throw themselves to a man just to have a night together.
His parents know about his case already but as to how complicated it is for him having his own family, his parents persistence of having a grandchild can't loss to it. Their eagerness stoop at another level as to finding a random woman to become a surrogate mother just to have a grandchild.
But of course his genes is a high leveled quality. Not any woman can afford to have his gene as simple as that. He won't allow that to happen unless his so desperate. His still twenty seven and he has a lot of time for that later. He's still not ready to own a child of his own. He might have trouble raising it cause not just he have to do his duty as a father, he also had to fulfill the absence of a mother. Just by thinking about it, he finds it challenging. Although he is smart and talented in various things, having a child isn't at his scope.
Also, theirs a thing that keeps holding him back. The accident happened eighteen years ago. He was afraid that the same thing would happen. He was afraid to loss another person he love the most and that would be his children someday. But no matter what, he needs to gamble. He's the only heir in the Ye Corporation. And that company comes from his grandfather's blood, sweat and tears just to come this far and become the number one company in the country. He can't possibly turn down his grandfather's hard work by letting other gain their family's reign. Their is no such thing as getting a truck of gold without digging a hundred feet under the ground.
He put aside those thought and then come out of bed to take a bath.
After 20 minutes, he come out from the bathroom with a piece of white towel wrap on in his lower abdomen.
He look tantalizing with his wet messy hair. He has six pack abs, broad shoulders and masculine arms.
One can't help but feel butterflies in their stomach. Not just he has a perfect body but also has a stunning physics.
This bewitching handsomeness is too pleasant to the eyes.