So.... Here i never thought i would write something but when you have to escape from everyone writing or reading really helps i read it from somewhere.
Day 1
Today I woke up realising that i need to go solo and stop being Procrastinater for once in my life so i deactivated my facebook, unfollowed everyone on Instagram and then i uninstalled it. Deep down i know i am running away from that girl. I've promised i'll never leave but things are so messed up these days. I can't be her friend and About being her boyfriend or any more it just can't seems possible, so by doing this i won't have to stay there cause what i am doing, i am doing with everybody. I don't need anybody to be happy. Like i was before.. When no one was there to listen what i want to say.. THERE are so many things we have to share with somebody every day.. So many things happens in our life. But we alone have to deal with them. When we share something with anyone we become dependent or i should say we bring expectations In . Everyone knows expectations hurts so either you have to depend on someone to be happy or you gotta be happy just by yourself, I chose number 2. There's a girl name Hera she loves me alot ( she is more of a sister to me) I know at least she tells me she do, she listens to my every bullshit i have to say to somebody. But many times she also needs to stay alone, everybody is going through something she is also going through alot lately. Sometimes she don't show much of a interest in my thoughts and talks. And after her i got that girl from which i am running away. I became so dependent of her. I couldn't even sleep untill i talk to her at late nights. I know this is bullshit or boring but i need to talk to someone because i got so much to say, so much to share. And Now can't share anything to anyone 😣 because i don't want to get hurt this time i got my self in this shit second time. After the first one i never thought i could fall for someone but i don't know how!! I just did.. 😊 It felt good at some instant my day was good my nights went good i was happy so happy that i didn't need anything more. This is my story and i will be here daily. I don't know how this app works but it is really feeling great that i can say any thing without a second thought..
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