Sometimes we can't hold On to somethings which are never meant to be ours. Just assuming that whatever will happen in future we will face it untill then we can do whatever we want. I knew we can't be together in future. She knows it too, I was Bounded by that promise i did to her, that i won't let go ever. I was anguished and she keep giving me signals that we can't be together. Deep down we both knew that it is not working so what was the point of holding On. It was just hurting us both. So i broke up with her. Whatever we had.. I told her you won't be seeing me again. And she didn't even stopped me this time. I don't know whatever i did was right or Wrong i just knew that she will see that later that it was a wise decision to let go. No matter How hard i will try we couldn't make it till end coz She and i Were from different state or I say different countries, Different culture. Her Parents got that same expectations like any other parents got for their daughter '' a well settled guy with lots of money and a reputed job'' and i am just a middle class guy hustling to make a living. I don't have any house, Living on rent in a govt. Colony with my father who is an Alcoholic, financially i am nothing compare to her and there are so many more reasons. I can't give her that life, And the fact is she also don't wanna get into relationship, since day one she was running away knowing that she loves me too, She took so many breaks and after that break she was normal again after one week that break drama started, I don't know why she was doing this but it was hurting me but i still stood there for her but everything has its limits after which he or she breaks May be she is thinking i don't love her, or may be she understands why i did this, I don't know love is real or just a myth these days, I don't know how much days it will take to get completely over her. You guys will think that this asshole is making this bullshit story and wasting our time, but This not just a story its a feeling i can't share with someone. It makes me feel good. I don't need advice or any kijd You guys can try this too and believe me it helps. There is lot of thing happens in everyones life daily but some of us are not so lucky to have friends or anyone to share with.