I walked to my room and slumped on the bed after Young Lord let me leave. The dread was still in my body as I shivered by the presence of Merry here. The enormous guilt weighed my shoulder, I just couldn't imagine what would happen if Merry revealed our relationship to Young Lord.
'But Young Lord is unattainable, what's the worst that could happen?' that was my thought back then. But now, I couldn't even imagine it.
'Even if Young Lord doesn't like me, I didn't want to see his expression if he knew about this…'
I closed my eyes and covered it with my arms. I tried to blur my mind from the image of Young Lord, whether he will be angry, disappointed, or treated it as an unimportant matter when he knew this. All of them, I couldn't bear to see any single of reaction from his face.
