Kyungsoo's P.O.V
Party was in full swing with girls dancing some even stripping their clothes and guys drinking and smashing. My eyes were searching for kai. At the very beginning of the party I saw him in his white Tshirt and navy green half pant . He was looking hot as hell and my eyes kept following him wherever he went . He then joined a girl holding her hand and my eyes drifted apart to look at anything and anyone but him. A tiny bit of jealously formed inside me and my mood became bad.
Since I came to know about my feel I wanted to tell him but our friendship was at stake and I don't want to loose him and I was also afraid of my family. They will never accept the way I am.
I searched for him but he was nowhere to be found. I saw kris talking to krystal and I asked him if he had seen kai. He said he saw him going to his dorm.
I rushed to our dorm room only to see he was sleeping. Like a baby with innocence written all over his face . I went to bathroom to wash my face and go to bed when I felt a hand rapping around my body. I turned around to see kai . He tighten the hold and hugged me .
I couldn't move an inch trying to take in what was going on. I open my mouth to ask him for an explanation but he sealed my lips with his making me unable to speak a word. I gave in to the temptation and started kissing him unleashing all my temptation for him.
I pulled him off me after a while .. when I got some sense inside me and said to him that he was drunk. I knew he was doing a mistake and would regret it the next morning but he stood there .. his eyes had lost its usual glory and he looked as if he was soul less. He said "I love you kyungsoo". My eyes widened and heartbeat increased . He continued "I fell in love with you the day we became roommate and i have suppressed my feelings for you by dating all those girls.. I really love you.. and you might think that its the alcohol speaking but its not. I wanted to say this to you and this gave me strength. I know you don't feel the same and I know I am destroying my friendship with you but I cannot hold it inside me anymore. "
I looked at him with shocked expression. His eyes was a bit teary and he was looking anywhere but me .. I gathered my strength and i kissed him, forcing him to open his mouth. finally when the kiss ended, i looked him in the eye, held my breath and said kai I love you too.
He looked at me shocked . But his eyes showed the spark which it was missing and his face became bright both with excitement and the laugh that made its way to his face.
He asked me if I was not joking and I nodded..
He grabbed me and put his lips on mine Deeping the kiss..
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