KYUNGSOO'S P.O.V
Kai had a really weird expression on his face and I was scared weather or not we'll be on the same page after today's confrontation or not. He shifted uncomfortably and then said " see D.O. whatever i said to you last night was not something i was suppose to say and whatever happened last night was not suppose to happen. I'm sorry that we are in this situation but this was not suppose to happen"
I could feel my heart breaking into pieces and tears threatning to come out while i maintained a blank expression. I understand i said.
His face changed for a bit after which he said "SEE D.O I DON'T REGRET A THING!!!!".
I want us to be together but i am conflicted of what my true feelings are.so if only you can give me some time to figure this out, we can work on it.so, will you give me this time? He asked.
i looked at him and thought that maybe this is the time i should confront my feelings for him.
look kai, i have been in love with you for as long as i can remember and you are on my mind most of the time.you can take your time as my love for you is not too shallow to move on from it and i will always love you. I told him this and hurried out of our room cause this confrontation took every single part of my brain a lot of courage and i could not stay there for long.
As soon as I was out of my dorm , i had a small smile on my face as atleast i had a chance with Kai now.