~Home
i was staying in my room then suddenly someone knock my door but i feel so scared and nervous on that time
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me: "what you doing here,aren't you sleep now..it's already late plus tomorrow you got school"
jk:"i can't sleep and i feel hungry so i see your light in your room is still open so i thought you are awake"
me:"ohhh, i'm so sorry i didn't buy anything for cooking...if you want let's go to eat ramen in a store"
jk:"no sokay i understand..okay we eat ramen then let's go to buy some kitchen stuff"
me:"okay let's go...ehh wait there is no supermarket open on this time so let's go tomorrow"
jk:"ohh yup i forgot it's already 12.25 a.m. ....let's go"
me:"okay"
~store
jk:"be careful the ramen is hot "
me:"aresseo"
jk:"so how you gonna live after this, i mean yeah you don't have parents"
me:"yess i know about it but i dont know yet about it..hmm"
jk:"i'm sorry about it and dont be stress to much"
me:"no nothing about it...if you want you can go back first i want to go to the park"
jk:"are you sure you wanted to go the park on this time but if you want too i will follow you"
me:"yes i wanted to go but if you wanted to follow then come"
jk:"yes i wanted to come"
~Park
i and jungkook just staying there and watched the moon and stars then suddenly cried
me:"mom dad why you live me so early, i don't even ready to stay alone like this....i dont even know anyone here..i wanted to be with you guys,why didn't you take me there too..whyy you leave me here lonely...i don't want to live...if oppa is here i dont even feel like that but i still can't believe that your death because of him....i miss him so much,i love him but why does he leave us alone here.....now i have to stay alone...mom dad please come back, i need you guys here....jebal" my tears flowing like river
jk:"y/n ahh don't cry...who say your'e lonely, you have me,mina,tzuyu,momo,bts,twice so please dont think that you are alone we will always be your side...i know you will feel awkward cuz before this i hurt you but now i being nice to you..people change and i change after i realize on what that i have done to you...i regret on what i did to you before this i promise i wont hurt you anymore and i promise i will help you to find a proper job for you and i will help" he hug me and pat my head
me:"thanks kookie ahh"i hug him back
jk:"no need to thank me, you have to thank to your parents cuz they send me to be with you now"
me:"yes your'e right" i stay on his arm.. i feel so safe on his arm
jk:"let's go back cuz it's already late and you have to sleep"
me:"okay"
~Home
after we go back i stay in my room and thinking something and it's about jungkook
me:"he has been so nice to me and every time i lean on his arm i feel so safe and comfortable, he can be romantic and sweet too though but why he is to mean before this but now he give me support and his words make me melt" i talk to me slowly
then i was thinking how was my parents there...are they happy? hope they will be happy..i wanted they to know that i miss them so much and i love them so much..i hope they will hear what i'm saying
then i felt asleep
~Morning
i woke up and see the time it's still early 5.30 a.m. so i just do my morning routine then when to kitchen make some pancakes for them before they go to school
RM:"good morning y/n, you woke up so early..are you going to school"
me:"good morning oppa, no i'm not going to school cuz i'm not ready yet"
RM:"sokay i understand and i know you can be strong and i have planned something but i will tell you after we come back from school"
me:"aresseo, i will wait for it but now you have to eat the breakfast"
then everyone come down and sit on the chair and eat their breakfast then i realized one person is missing
To Be Continued...