*I wish I was a caterpillar
but unfortunately I am a boy,
who has forgotten about his past life
Who has nothing left for him except death.
I wish I could be reborn
like a caterpillar is reborn,
When it changes into butterfly
it flies all around the world.
I wish I could fly like a butterfly
roaming all around the world,
Making new organism come into life
But all I can do is to wait for my death.*
CHAPTER-1
MY FIRST DREAM IN THE HOSPITAL
I was walking on a road, a road that I haven't seen before or I could say it was the first time I have seen it. I was thinking why am I here then I thought where should I be. I saw few buildings and some shops , you could not say it as a modern town but it isn't either a village some where between both.
Some shopkeeper from the the food shop called me to buy their product. But as I had no money I could not buy anything in spite I was hungry. I tried to ask them where this place as I didn't know where am I. But those people were very much selfish as they told if I buy their product then only they would tell me. I was sad and angry as I was hopeless.
So I went on advancing where the road took me. Then I saw a intersection of roads and thought which way to go. In the left road I saw few people all of them male were sitting and having fun. someone was smoking cigarettes, someone was laughing and making jokes. I thought of asking them which place it is and yes I also don't know today's date although I was scared. But I gathered all my courage and went to ask them. But to my surprise one of them came to me and asked me " you boy where are you from I haven't seen you here." But to this question there wasn't any answer for me so I replied "I don't know." I don't know why but he got little bit angry. Then in angry tone he asked "don't fool with me and tell me your name." Now I was really scared but I replied "I don't know." Then I noticed that he was now really angry he and punched me on my belly and to my surprise I wasn't having any pain but then someone pushed me and I fell down on the ground and all of them started to kicking me some of them also brought some rod and one of them hit it hard on my head and the pain I felt like as if my head have been crushed. Then I heard a voice of a girl telling them to stop. And as I was about to see her face .....
I woke up from my dream and the outcome of the dream wasn't false as the pain in my head was more than before but somehow I got used to it after few minutes. As I opened my eyes I saw that I was in a room full of machines that are used in hospital. Some of the wires from a machine were put on my body and saline water was given to my body.
A nurse was sitting on a chair beside me. She asked me "Ahh now you are awake. So how are you feeling?" Then as I tried to reply my headache was increased a little bit but then also I spoke "Not too good as I am having headache" then suddenly I asked "why am I here and what happened to me. " Then she told "don't worry I will tell you everything but first let me tell Doctor." She was of middle age of 30-35 year old.
A few minutes later two man entered the room, one might be the age of 30 and another older than him must be more than 50.
The one who was older was Dr Obaidur Rahaman. He was treating me and he also told me that I was in coma for near about 2 months and day before yesterday I was up from coma but I was unconscious for two days. Then I asked " how did happened to me." But then Mr Rakesh the younger one of the both spoke "we found you near our coal mine in a train which was about to load with coal." Then he told that I was brought in this hospital.
Mr Rakesh was the manager of that coal mine. Under his money I was been treated as the hospital wasn't governmental hospital. He was a kind hearted man. He was of height 5 feet 8 inches tall and was not too fair isn't either dark.
And he recently got his job.
I got one shocking news from doctor. He told me that I had hurt myself in my head that my brain got injured and I could have forgotten some of my memory, yes he was correct but not fully but partially as I have forgotten my whole lot memory. I have forgotten who I was, my name, my family, my address, but later I understood that I also gained something which I will tell you later. Then I asked doctor if I could regain my memory. Then he told"you could get back some of your memories if you could get to meet the people you have earlier known or the place you have born but I can't give you the surety." He also told me that "you are lucky to be alive as the amount of blood you had lost was unimaginable, you must be thankful to Mr Rakesh's wife as her blood group was matching with yours and she had donated her blood to you." I thanked Mr Rakesh for his unpayable help and his kindness. And I wish I could thank his wife.
I was in hospital for 20 more days as I have lost my blood and also to regain my blood and energy. Next day Mr Rakesh came to hospital to see me with his wife and also their baby girl child. His wife's name was Ishita. She was very beautiful and looked younger than her real age.
I thanked his wife for saving my life and she told " you no need to thank its was my pleasure that I was able to save someone's life." And as she told I was very happy and understood how lucky I was to able to meet those two person who was one of the most kind person I have ever met. Now I felt that it was my duty to repay their depth.
I
asked them " is that child your baby." Then she replied "yes" her name is Ruhi and her age is 4 months." Then I said "she is very cute and beautiful like you. When is her birthday." Then she told"oh its just passed 19th February 2015." Then something came into my mind and I could listen a voice telling me to say that " 19th February 1999 is the day you were born." Then I was in like another world, I had forgotten Mr Rakesh and Ishita. All I could see is a date of birth certificate of someone and it was huge I could see in big letter a date was written 19/02/1999. And also a voice I could hear telling me that its my date of birth. And as I was about to see the name of the person's ( it means my name).
I heard Mr Rakesh was calling me. Then at that instant I said " my date of birth is 19th February 1999. And I am 16 year old. They were shocked to hear it but later they were happy. Mr Rakesh asked "how did you remembered." I told him everything and also reminded him what doctor told. Then he said "yes it is possible as you heard something similar to your past. And its really a good news, yours and my daughter date of birth is same."
After that we had little bit of chat and they went to their home. From them I got to know that today is 10th June 2015 and I am currently now in Jamshedpur private hospital.
Then the day came when I was supposed to be discharged from the hospital. I was happy to leave the hospital at the same time I was sad. I was happy to be free but sad because the hospital became like my home and other patients like my brother and sisters and doctor and nurse as if my parents. I had done friendship with patients and nurse. They felt sorry for me as it was going to be hard for me. They encouraged me that I would regain my memories and find my family.
I had made good friendship with a patient beside me. His name was Mehul kumar. He is also have the same as me. He study in 10 standard. But unfortunately he meets with an accident. So, he was unable to give his 10th final exam. He was having very much pressure in studies and also his friends though they really not be called as friends bullied with him. They sometimes tell him to do something that is very bad and if he doesn't did it they used to beat him up. One day they told him to propose a girl and that girl was the daughter of a police officer. He feared to propose her but he was also feared that if he doesn't then he I ought to get beating. So he we went to propose her and that girl slapped him. He was fully broken and depressed. while returning back to home from school. He was crossing road and his heart told to jump in front of a moving vehicles. But his mind knew the out come of that so he stopped halfway but when he was in control of himself he saw himself in middle of the road and when he was about to run away then a car hit him and he was thrown away, he was heavily bleeding and when was about to be unconscious then many people came running towards him.
Next when he opened his eyes he found himself in hospital. He could not move his legs. But he was lucky that he was not dead.
For few months he could not move. When his parents got to know about his accident they came to him immediately. They all asked him how did it happened. Then he told all the things. They cased file against those boys. Those boys were beaten by the police and also by their parents.
Now few days are left for the discharge of him. We also became goods friends.
Today I got discharged from the hospital. He was happy for me and sad for himself As he was going to be lonely again. I told him "don't worry I would come to meet you and you are also going to be discharged in few days." And I shook him good bye.
I went with Rakesh and asked him "where shall we go" then he said "to the police station."
To be continued.....in
Next chapter-
GOING TO RAKESH'S HOUSE