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SELF HARM & SUICIDE SCENE
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Nix's ears received the static sounds from the TV which made him frown deeper. Hearing something makes him think of his stomach that always cries in protest, very loud.
Then Nix felt pain again that made him bite his tongue hard. He swallowed as he tasted familiar rust from his mouth, he let go of his tongue but bit his lower lip instead.
With nothing seems to come through his mind, he just let his eyes wander around.
Standing in place, Nix let his eyes turn as it looked for something in the kitchen. He would move his head if necessary but all the time, he just stood there letting his blank and empty eyes turn all over.
Then he halted. Nix looked at a certain object and a flash of inspiration hit him.
It seems that he found it.
His deep frown soothed and he let go of his lip that already has an ugly bloody mark.
Then he smiled...
He arch his lips in a perfect smile with his eyes curving in unison.
But if someone were to see his expression right now, the first thing they would do is either scream and freeze in place or scream while running away.
Because right now, he looks like he was out to kill someone.
Nix embraced the teddy bear as he stared at the sharp object laying quietly at the sink.
His eyes looked at the object so intensely that it could bore holes through it.
Then he lifted his right hand and picked it up.
Nix held the knife familiarly like holding an old friend.
The knife gleamed a very dangerous light.
Right. Nix had used this thing before, many times. He sometimes used this thing to fill up people's stomachs.
It was beautifully curved, glinting murderous flash, trailing from the edge to the tip.
The man looked at the object he was holding with his empty eyes flashing amusedly.
Nix's smile widens, as his hold tightens.
Then he let go of the bear and it dropped to the ground. He shifted the direction where the knife was pointed and directly turned it towards himself. He halted his movement first, staring at the knife pointing towards his stomach.
Then he chuckled, his voice was charming and magnetic. Despite sounding hoarse from his throat lacking moisture, it did not sound awful at all. Instead it sounded more like gentle lapping waves, rough yet soft to hear.
It can totally capture any woman or men within his vicinity.
Unfortunately, he was alone.
However, contrary to his beautiful voice was his malicious expression.
Nix looks handsome, his smile can make many women pass out just by looking at him.
But the glint in his eyes told a different story.
It was no longer blank and empty.
His eyes gazed at the knife with expectations that will ease his discomfort and will give him a complete relief from his feeling of hunger.
Insane madness squirmed in his eyes, sucking any light that came across those dark red eyes.
Then with a flash, a silver light was seen reflected in his eyes.
Stab!
Still smiling, a mouthful of blood ran down from the corner of his lips.
His eyes reflect his interest, Nix felt different now.
He no longer felt the hunger.
Nor that extreme uncomfortable itchiness.
His hands no longer tremble but he still feels his body getting colder by the minute.
Nix felt the knife in his stomach stir his insides everytime he moved it.
He can feel the sharpness slicing off his organs little by little.
This was a different sensation compared to the painful feeling of hunger he found himself into much earlier.
This feeling...
Nix did not know how to describe it. It stings and has a tingling feel.
The pain...was different.
If Nix is to be honest then he would say that it hurts very much.
Especially right from the first thrust...
How the knife stabs in his stomach and impales him.
He felt it very well. It was very distinct, which he never felt before.
He feels like it burns, but he did not find any source of fire.
He tilted his head in confusion, and more blood slid off his mouth.
Nix's clothes were already drenching with his blood.
But because he still has yet to take out the knife out of his body, it helps in slowing his blood loss.
But Nix did not care about it...
Not one bit.
He still felt his stomach burning, and a sharp tingling that kept stabbing him from all sides from where his wound was.
Nix was curious, why did it hurt?
When his stomach was empty it still ached a little.
Now that Nix gave his stomach some remedy, now it hurts even more.
He felt cheated.
He did not know what went wrong.
But he realized...
He did feel a bit better after some time.
As more blood seeped out from his wound, Nix finally became numb.
He did not feel pain anymore.
No more ache, nor did he feel like he was burning.
But he still felt uncomfortable though.
Nix looked down on his stomach that was still impaled by a knife.
His hand was still firmly holding the handle of the knife. With so much blood he already lost, his firm hold gradually loosen.
He stared at his hand doubtfully, he did not know why he couldn't gasp the knife with the same strength any more.
But he knew this feeling well. Nix was already losing control over his body.
His strength was leaving him.
He knew this...
Nix was very, very familiar with it.
He experienced it many times before.
Everytime those white coated men inject him with something, Nix can't control his body anymore.
And it was moving without his consent. Even if his mind can't think of anything and always remains blank, he still has it.
Nix was conscious but his awareness was vague.
But Nix knew he hated it.
He hated that he was losing control over his body.
Always.
Always.
His smile disappeared as Nix glared down at the hand holding the handle of the knife intensely like it was his enemy.
Then a vicious light flashed across his eyes.
And without any hesitation, he rotated his hand holding the handle, stirring his insides.
His injured stomach spit more and more blood, a puddle was already building up under his feet.
The bear on the ground was already soaking with his blood. His white clothes are no longer pure. It was now basked red and was blooming bigger and larger.
The pain went back.
The pain went back when Nix moved the knife, the pain went back.
And the moment it went back, it took over his body.
The man frowned deeper as he felt his hands tremble uncontrollably. His legs went numb and turned soft.
With a thud, Nix fell on his knees, and the sudden movement made him pull out the knife in his stomach.
With his strength gone, the knife fell on the floor with his blood splattered all over.
Nix did not know what went wrong.
He just wanted to fill his stomach, because he was so uncomfortable...
He still can remember what those people said to him.
["If you don't want to feel hunger just fill your stomach, that will soothe your pain."]
And Nix also recalled some people he was able to satisfy by thrusting this thing to their stomach.
They were clearly happy, crying and thanking him. They even fell asleep after getting their fill.
But why does it seem different? All his strength left his body, he was feeling pain, his body was cold...
If Nix eats, then his hunger will just heighten and it will cause him more pain.
It will cause him to want more...
So, Nix does not want to eat. Especially, since there's nothing to eat here.
He already finished all the pills those people gave him.
He did not know what those are, but he couldn't feel any pain and his body went numb if he ate those things.
He will feel lethargic and sleepy all the time, but those were just some things that he needed.
He can sleep, and he can't feel pain if he has those.
But there was no more.
Those pills were gone, even those injectable one...
Those white coated men did not refill his supplies.
And Nix did not know why...
Without any other choices left for him to choose.
Nix just filled his stomach.
But he wondered if what people said was true...
Now that he tried it, the man finally believed their words. Everything they said is correct.
Nix can't feel anything anymore, he did not feel hungry. And now that the knife stuck in his stomach was gone.
He did not feel uncomfortable anymore.
So, even though his strength was leaving his body, Nix does not care anymore.
Since he felt somewhat relieved.
Nix let his body fall. The last remaining life in his body left him as he dropped down to the ground.
Thud!
The man drops dead to the ground bath with his own blood.
His eyes remain open despite it not having any lingering life left in it.
Nevertheless, the man's scarlet eyes reflected the image of his teddy bear soak with his blood, staring straight at him as well.
And his lips...
Slowly turn into a beautiful arch.
A perfect smile, forever drawn in his face even if death already claimed him.
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Shuusssshhhh...
Shhhh...
Shhhhh...
The TV stays static, but after the man died, it went chaotic.
It flashed terrible and horrible bloody images of the man.
It was just some brief broadcast, images switched every one seconds after going back from being static.
But you can tell, what the man experienced was very inhumane.
He was always laying on the operating table, surrounded by white coated people looking at him as if he was just a guinea pig.
They controlled his body and used him as a weapon.
They injected him with many drugs and played with his brain and organs.
Until they lose all interest in him.
The TV shows disturbing images, then at last.
It shows a video when the man took his life wanting to ease up his hunger by filling his empty stomach with a knife.
Then it went static again and suddenly it turned off.
Minutes passed, slowly, a bloody letter was slowly shown on the screen.
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