When the pink lips reached his ear, she whispered something, which made Noren speechless.
She walked to the bandit on the ground, and separated in front of him.
"Thank you, I promise I'll not sin again and confess and I will be good"
Trembling with relief the bandit thanked as he had not done or his parents, it hurts that the depravity in his eyes betrayed him.
* Bang * a shrill sound sounded in the forest
* Bang Bang * rang and rang several times until it stopped.
(POV Noren)
I closed my eyes and looked inside ...
I reached the space within the system, it is still an incredible sight, but I didn't have the humor to appreciate it.
I was silent for a second and I remembered the good and the bad, the beautiful and the ugly of my past ... I know when I say the good thing she always appears ... As for the bad ... They come to me the mind...
It's not as if I had not thought about it, with a little brain and the resources of a rich young man, I could do it, the trash relatives and the old man ... Only wishing I could achieve it.
But ... why didn't I do it?
For her, it is always her, my reason, my heart, my conscience, she is the best of me.
I knew for a long time, that it wasn't normal, I didn't have the kindness, I didn't have the empathy, I didn't have the minimum consideration to the others.
I didn't care about anything, no one, I was a very bad person, but at the same time I didn't have any motive or any motivation to harm my enemies ... I really hate to hate others ... So I never did anything to harm anyone ... I could and would not feel anything.
I am a bad guy, of the worst kind, of the class ready, rational and something crazy ... but she ...
It appeared just when it reached my limit, she ... She saved myself ... It gave me the only light of my life ... It became the most beautiful thing about me ... The only thing I loved ... And what only I want.
She is enough ... I do not need anything, nor revenge, nor comfort, nor power, nor money, nor justice, nor anything ... Only her. I always said the same thing every morning and every evening when I closed my eyes.
WHY?
Simple ... because I love her, more than anything, more than anyone, especially in the world, especially in life.
Even now that it's just a memory, I love her more than my life ...
That's why I ... I thought that no one else could enter my heart, that's why I rejected every woman who wanted to approach me.
I will not deny it, as every man felt attraction for them, I don't deny that some were sincerely attracted to me, but I rejected any woman other than her, which became a curse when she selfishly left me alone, that made me to lock myself in a house for 5 years until my death. I didn't do anything to remedy it, without knowing something bad grew inside me, my madness almost made me commit atrocities. Luckily, his memory always crossed my mind, calming my impulse.
Although since I came to this world, I can control myself less and less, for a second, when I killed the bandits I could feel something, it almost came out and I did not reject it ... I could not, that's part of me, my madness is me .
Also in this world where morality and life are as cheap as dried meat, my other self would be more suitable for here.
I'm not afraid to be like fate molding me, but I'm afraid that when I see her again, this sad ... Not disappointed, not disgusted, she will always accept me ... That's why I do not want to sadden her .. .
"You know, Nanaly ... I'm a bad guy, trash, what a self-pity, a child who wants someone to take care of him.
I know you're so good, what kindness would you give to anyone in need ... So I hurt you because of childish jealousy "
The truth the time I really fell in love with you was at that moment in those words, with just a few words you took my heart forever.
One night I went to the extreme, at a dinner, I took the anniversary of the Atena Foundation, which was the only foundation of the whole group.
I was invited for the celebration, of course I called Nanaly to attend together, there was nothing special during the celebration, until a sudden announcement from the vice president of the group, who attended on behalf of the old man, announcement what would close Atena, for financial problems ... enough I always knew that it was a movement of the greedy and repulsive relatives. The company Deuz in bankruptcy ??? it was more likely that Japan would sink ... Nanaly knew it.
I didn't care so much, but Nanaly ... She exploded and complained to their puppet, there was a commotion and they called the guards tried to harm Nanaly ... Impossible what would allow !! ... It hurts, even as an heir My power is limited, so the only option is to fight. Well I am strong even at that moment, I would hardly lose in a normal fight, but Deuz hired mercenaries as guards, I lost but I protected Nanaly. Hurt I went back to my house ... I turned my frustration to Nanaly.
"I will kill them, I will give them the worst possible death, and then I will die. Your pity and hypocritical goodness is no longer necessary" she don't answer immediately. I was not completely serious but someone like me who besides Nanaly does not value the lives of others, being beaten by them, made me explode with frustration.
"... Go ahead you can do it" she don't doubt in her answer.
Upon hearing that, I thought she was making fun of me and the worst darkness and the vicious madness came out of me for a second.