It almost made me lose my mind and commit the worst sin that man could do.
I still hate myself, just think for a second about hurting Nanaly.
She didn't fear my face at that moment, just a look of deep love and the greatest tenderness that a woman can give to a man.
"You know Noren ... I'm a bad girl, even if you become the worst demon and destroy the world I'll still love you forever ... For all eternity no matter what ..."
With the most beautiful smile a woman can make, Nanaly became my everything.
Someone pathetic, like a child crying, in the arms of the most beautiful woman that could exist...
Before leaving me, you knew that I am a child, and that I just could not walk.
That's why you asked me to find a good woman, with whom to spend my life.
I am weak, especially with those who are sincere and show me true love or friendship.
I knew that I would not resist loneliness could fall as soon as they were kind to me, so I locked myself up so I would not have contact with anyone ... Hehehe I made it, my past life was just you ... and nobody else took my heart ... But now ... Forgive me because for a second someone touched the weakest part of my armor ...
If I continue like this I will not be able to resist.
Nanaly you will forgive me ... If you will, you'll always do it ... Nanaly you are an idiot ... If you only say what you hate me if I betray you, I couldn't, but you knew that saying that would hurt me, so as you always chose me above all, about you ... Nanaly me ...
while tears were coming out of my eyes, I was once again crying like a child ... Until ...
The most unthinkable happened to hear the voice that I never thought to hear again, fight like never to turn around but I can't ...
"Aaaahhh Nanaly me!"
"IDIOT, NOREN YOU ARE MORE IDIOT OF WHAT I THOUGHT ... I know how you are, I know how you will be, I know how you can be and I know you will always love me, that's why ... it doesn't matter, I wait for you ... come to me, but you can not come alone, rather the idiot you, will not come alone ... That's why it's okay ... Don't ask me for forgiveness the fact that someone so amazing loves a simple woman like me, is enough for me ... I always knew that my Noren would be amazing
NANALY ME !!!
"~ See you silly ~"
When I finally turn around, it's not ...
My own delusions? Someone plays with me or you were really you, but because you do not let me see you, the figure disappeared and I still can not see it.
"No!" It's real...l...I could forget everything, I myself, but I will never forget Nanaly, her voice, not if it's the most beautiful but if I had to be deaf only to hear her mouth saying my name ... I wouldn't hesitate a second, the unforgettable sweet and fresh aroma what she had, could be drilling perverted but if I could give up ten years of life, for having in the world the scarf what she used to use in winter, I would do it without hesitation, the warm smile could never think of anything when I did, the soft sound of her steps when walking reminded me that she approached me. I can ensure that it was true the only Nanaly ...
Before I realized I felt the floor had fallen on my knees, I sustain my chest and cry, don't know how to matter. It doesn't matter, I'm in the nucleus ... here doesn't pass the time, it works on its own rules, It seems that the fusion, comes with unexpected advantage of the system, in this place I can come alone in spirit and also in body but there are restrictions ... I can put everything that touches in the infinite space, but there are also restrictions ... more important I can accelerate my external thinking, to give a feeling of freezing the time, it sounds free of time, it sounds useless for many but for someone with great racional intelligence is a treasure, even if I can't follow the processing, my time gives me time to plan my movement even even take conversions of units of existence, although the mental pressure is absurd when used in battle.
Within this place, not gone away, this place is infinite, it doesn't know that there'll be but ... well that is left aside for now. Apart from a few kilometers of transparent floor, only the infinity of stars and planets know how to come to the distance. My system is of low category that I know it, it is possible to take it in its entirety, Maybe there's a way of making it grow...I wonder if there are stronger systems in somewhere...
In the distance I can see 90 orbs of light, those are the existing units, it seems that not all the things of the world can be converted, luckily Roland me helped, 100 Magic Cristal. For a power unit, or ten law but I feel that consumable are more useful now, proof of them are the teleporters that use with Roland and the bandits.
The black stone is as big as a golf ball, after a use crashes and are useless.
"I cheat the posting the exit. I do look like a coward? ... I don't care about the result, I'll accept it, along with the consequences"
(End POV)