Chapter 190 - No Stone Unturned

I used to think that the worst part of being a secret agent was going undercover and being detected. Once, I stopped going on those missions, I realized that the fear never subsides. The lingering paranoia that someone is going to put their hand on your shoulder, and point the gun at your temple just as you turn to see who it is, is an overwhelming and a repetitive part of your haunting dream. Agents acquire these fears over time, and the happier they get, the worse the fear becomes. Creatures that lived for one moment to the next, never are able to adjust to lives that they had dreamed of.