If she is to become the Queen of this land, she cannot run away anymore. Things are no longer the same as the past. No, from the very start she got things wrong. 'If I looked carefully, I would have noticed that they were only trying to protect me.'
It was the maids who misunderstood everything. It was their misunderstanding that led to that neglect. She is starting to remember things clearly now. Father Daichi and eldest brother appearing with sweaty faces like they ran, both still wearing armour from the battlefield.
'I am sorry Lyn, I shouldn't have left you alone.'
Her eldest brother's kindness, the warmth when he picked her up. How could she have forgotten those feelings this entire time? Why did she suddenly become afraid of him?
Moreover recently she has started to remember even more things. It was a rather disturbing precious memory. Disturbing because how could she forget it?