A long time ago, she did try being in a relationship with someone. It was with a long time ago and did not let go.
From that experience, Pupillam learned that it's easier to let go. Rather than purge herself further into darkness, rather than cause his pain to grow even further, she had to let him go. For his sake more than for her own. When she did, her heart, felt a lot lighter than before.
"So that's how it is. But you know Pupillam, I believe that guy did love you." Kyoya trailed of and flicked her forehead, "Although you shouldn't hear this from me. You know I went ahead and asked him about it, and he said 'I wouldn't have gone out with a girl I didn't like.'"
Her eyes went wide, as she recalled something the Princess told her not too long ago.
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