Elsa kept thinking about her trip to the beach once she lied down on her bed. She kept on rewinding from college till Adina's house and back to college again.
On her mind, she kept on thinking about his words repeatedly, " Call me once you have reached home safely."
She was smiling while rolling on her bed, she wanted to dance around thinking about his words. As she was rolling around, Alan came to her room for something and saw his sisted rolling on her bed.
" Why are you being crazy now?" Alan asked her.
Elsa got the shock of her life when she heard her brother's voice. She nervously asked ," What crazy?.. I'm prefectly normal."
Alan raised his eyebrows on hearing her answer , "Then, why are you having a smile on your face and rolling on your bed?"
Elsa's face paled and she said after sometime, "What nonsense... Can't I smile ? Why should smiling and rolling on my bed be considered crazy? "
Alan stared at her as she was being weird for the first time and before he could ask more, he heard her ask," Anyway.. What are you doing in my room? What do you want, brother?"
Alan was surprised at this question that he forgot why he came to look for her in the first place. He said ," Nothing." and left her room.
Elsa released a huge sigh and sat on her bed. Her mind was in a mess. All that was going on was , "Ohh shit!! Shit!!! I have a crush on him... " She kept on cursing herself for having a crush on him.
She didn't want to believe that she had a crush on him but she knew she had one. Otherwise, she wouldn't have been happy with his words.
She wouldn't have felt bad when he recited Adina's number. She wouldn't have snapped a lot of his photos secretly.
She looked at her gallery and saw today's pics on her phone. She swiped all the candid pictures of his, and there were so many that she could make an album out of it.
She was scolding herself as to why she didn't notice the signs before.' Crush ' was not something new to her but this time , it was different for her and she knew it too.
Usually, whenever she had a crush on anyone, she would just smile, and try to talk to him a little. And this was "only" because that guy might be handsome / cute/hot.
This time it was completely different, she had a crush on him for his caring behaviour. He was a cute tall guy but that didn't matter to her.
She wanted him because she was sure he will be there for her , she wanted him to hug her when she acts spoilt, she wanted him to kiss her when she throws a tantrum .This all happened because he was a really good guy who wouldn't judge a book by its cover.
She knew that this would be a huge trouble because she won't be able to move on from him until some miracle happens.
Elsa was trapped in this as she knew that she should hide her feelings well. She knew that he wouldn't reciprocate her feelings.There was a vibe from him that he wasn't interested on her or anyone. He was clearly only being a friend which Elsa wanted to be hers.
She didn't want to confess and get rejected, it will then be all awkward between them. She thought what would happen if she confessed.
They couldn't be friends, everyone would know about this and she was scared to face that situation.
She decided to hide these feelings and never let anyone know about this. She even hid these feelings from her bestfriends.
She didn't want anyone to know that she had a crush on him which she knew will evolve into love someday.
She knew she can't even dream of him being her boyfriend as he hasn't shown a tiny interest on her.Since he hasn't had one yet, she was sure he wouldn't have any interest on her in future either..
Only she knows ,how badly she could have the guts to say it to his face. How she wished she could hold his hand.
Elsa just sighed and prayed that she could move on from this very fast. She didn't want to have her heart broken again.