I want him here with me on this day, I really thought he was going to change his mind but.. But..
Since mother wasn't buried because her body was never found due to they said it burnt to ashes with other different bodies, I decided to always pay her tributes on my Island home because it's my favorite place.
Jandi spread a mat on the floor outside then she sits down on her side after, i too do the same then I turn to my side and begin pouring my heart out.
I think one good thing about anniversaries and tribute is that you get to tell that person what you've learned, have a conversation and you get to imagine that they are listening to you.