I close my eyes when I see the door opening ..I know it's him but I can't look at his face ..worst, his eyes.
What's he thinking ? ..oh god, I'm suppose to be acting!
I feel Sangyun pinch my hand sending me the signal ..that it's time for me to begin my acting of how much in love I'm suppose to be with him but I'm not even here. It's like my mind just shot itself.
"What is this!? I heard my husband yell just as at the same time I feel him grab my hand and lift me up which make me open my eyes in shock and embarrassment but what makes it more embarrassing is the amount of people now inside the room and all are staring at me with different kind of expression.
I turn my eyes to Hwa who is standing way too close to the Emperor with evil smirk on the side of her lips ..she planned this. They all did. They want to humiliate me. They want the Emperor to be humiliated by me so that he will regret ever marrying me.
Oh my god ..what have I done! They all saw Sangyun hugging me to him.
"Nana!" I hear my husband call me, his voice sounding so angry. I want to look at him but I can't.. I just can't, my brother's life depends on this little act ..please don't ask me anything ..please god let him not ask me anything here.
"Why am I crying now." I asked myself then quickly start reprimanding myself to stop because they might take it that I'm crying because I'm feeling guilty not knowing that the reason why I'm crying is because I don't want to be in this awful situation.
"Yabo, Seo-jun." The Emperor called while still holding my hand. I watch as the two called names rush to him and said "His Highness." As they wait for his command on one kneel.
"Seo-jun, take that bastard; Emperor said referring to Sangyun. " and lock him up inside his previous cell.
Immediately Seo-jun walk to Sangyun and hold him from his top attire and drag him to him before taking Sangyun two hands and place it behind him then hold his two hand that is now on his back and begin dragging him outside.
Sangyun face look so shock.. Like he can't believe this is happening ..I can't even believe it myself. I thought the Emperor will be slapping me around by now.
Almost out of the door ..Sangyun turn his head to the Emperor and begin looking at him with so much hatred in his eyes but what surprised me is the slap sound.
The Emperor slapped Sangyun.
I look from the Emperor furious eyes to the startled Sangyun who now has a five red hand mark prints on his left side cheek ..damn! that must have hurt.
"Take him out of my side this second!" The Emperor yell ..before he even finish his last sentence, Seo-jun had already drag a very still startled Sangyun out of the room in a hurry then the Emperor turned to me ..he look at me in the eyes, meeting mine half way down cast ..immediately his eyes met mine, I looked down ..not wanting to see any feelings he has for me in there _be it hatred, disappointed, hurt, angry, furious. No, I'm not ready to face him and I don't think I will ever be.