Su Li chuckles self-deprecatingly.
"I wish you were here to talk to me, to hold me in your arms, to let me be unreasonable, to fulfil all my demands – even the unreasonable ones."
At this point, Su Li recalls the conversation she had with him before they were unceremoniously kidnapped.
Though it breaks her heart to think about the events that took place after that, the conversation they had in the car brings a bittersweet smile on her face.
"You never liked my cooking and I think I knew I was bad at it. But you never complained about it and would simply eat everything that I had cooked, even if it was unpalatable."
Thinking about it, she blinks away her tears
She tries to hold back her tears with all her might.
Su Li doesn't want to cry.
She sucks in huge gulps of air as if trying to suck back all her emotions, wanting to put them all behind the walls and barricades she had painstakingly built inside her heart.