What will happen when you interfere in the matters that don't need your concern ?
Well , let me tell what will happen in that case...
Hi ! I'm Song Mei , my life has been a mess for the past 10 years ...
Yes , ten years , a decade , that's quite long ,isn't it ?
All thanks to my stupidity , that I landed my self in a world I'd never imagined to live in .
The world of the Tyrants ...
It all started with a boy ..... who was afraid of what haunted him when he was child .... an abusive relationship of parents which led to a tragic end.
And then it's me . My life was all sweet and candy until I turned 15 , born in a family of power ,
maybe I should be more clear , a family which never had a girl born before until me . A family which gave birth to only males .
Being the first female child to be born in the family after decade ... It had it's own pros and cons.
I was loved by them .....but just too much.
what happens when u see a beautiful bird ? You like to keep it with you , don't you ? So you cage it , so it doesn't fly away from you .
You feed it , provide whatever it takes to make it survive. It's just you looking out for it , right ?
But it's not what it looks like !
YOU STOLE HER FREEDOM !
HER SKY !
HER WINGS !
And you call it love ....?
I ran away from it .... ran far enough where I couldn't be distinguished between dirt and mud .
But as it's said ~ You might fit in but don't belong there .
I was caught soon enough that I was labelled again as human .
Soon enough to be able to wash the dirt and mud .
A teenager who was at the brink of puberty ...who doesn't had a clear view of right and wrong ...what was I at that time ?
Maybe a rebellion , who wanted to be treated equally and not as bird that needed to be caged and cared.... but what would have happened if I haven't given up at that time ?
I had to give up , what would I'd possibly do ? With the people Named as.."Tyrants".
New to world , new to freedom , new to what people say The World , I fell in love with the first person who held my hands , at that time it was because of my own clumsiness that I'd tripped over and he held me .
Would it be different if I hadn't fall ?
I fell to his trap anyway ,
How would've I known ? what I thought as love would only be labelled as something childish .
Maybe there were reasons I didn't know , maybe I hoped to be loved again....That I hanged onto it even though it ripped my heart into pieces.
But it was all over. The moment he left those hands of mine , the moment he pushed me away .....
I blamed myself , for every thing .
Where did it went wrong ?
Where did I missed it ?
But even after checking a million times , I couldn't find the answers ...
He left them unanswered.
He left me with a hole .
Did he ever felt the same way I did?
Wasn't there even one moment where he loved me ?
Was that all a lie ?
Who would answer it ?
Who will fill this hole ?
Will things ever be normal for me ?
I needed to find the answers .
I needed HIM to answer them.
and he will , he has to .
I will get him to answer those , even if that means to be with him again .
Yes it's foolish , but I don't have that thing to lose now.
They say I will get hurt.....
HURT ?!
IN HIS DREAMS.
I became a wreck and yet he's fine .
I lost everything....and he ,...
I'll take back what I gave you ....
I'll leave you with nothing but the cold air that will surround your bare skin on the hard ground .