It felt like there was a big hole inside her chest that sucked her life. Feeling in pain would be better than what she felt right now.
She didn't want to open her eyes and chose to remain still, even when she felt someone took off her clothes and wiped her body or someone fed her to keep her alive, she knew that person was her young maid servant and she still didn't want to move, not even an inch.
The feeling was so unbearable, she felt as if she opened her eyes, everything would be so real and she couldn't accept the reality that she needed to face.
It was too harsh and too hard for her. She had never been in this kind of situation before. This feeling was even thousand times worse than the moment those wretch people took her dignity. This was worse than everything dreadful that had happened in her life.
She didn't know how she would be able to go through this and wasn't even sure if she could overcome this.
