Gu Jun took a deep breath. At the end of the 30-minute break, he looked back and An Xiaoyan was nowhere in sight. Maybe he might not come today. It did not matter. Gu Jun would be satisfied with himself today if he were to be able to express what was in his heart.
"I used to hate a person and I hated him so much that I wished he could die to make up for his sin. I beat him, scolded him, insulted him, and did everything I could to humiliate him. Because at that time, my heart was fearful and I thought that only by making him fearful of me can I hide my insecurities.
"But I have experienced many things in the process. I don't know why but I like that person very much. I want to see him laugh and give him the best things. At this time, I found that the foolish things that I had done had left indelible traces in that person's body and mind. I tried to get close to him and give him a little warmth, but my attempts all failed.
