We're still fine. Nick still haven't noticed amiss in our family. It's been a week and I am still not able to talk to Nick about my relationship with brother.
We may not have shown it to others but we actually get along pretty well. We liked the same game, movie genre, type of music and fine clothes. He's the bright and shiny type while I'm the cold strict one, however we always rely on each other.
During the time we spent on the onsen, we, actually avoided each other. I avoided him because he was the first one to ride with Mark on the park while I got the feeling that Nick avoids me because we were together for a longer time.
And so, on our corners of the onsen we felt drowsy as we ponder on our circumstances.
There's one thing I haven't mentioned about yet. We were both light sleepers so we didn't forget about the eroctic moans escaping the mouth of Mark behind us.
I won't mention that I masturbated while soaking in the onsen due to that and I didn't want to spoil my brother so I pretended to sleep while I lay my chin on one of my arms and the other moves on my crotch.
I kept it to myself, about what I did, so I will not accidentally destroy our relationships because of my lust.
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As Carl impaled my hole with his hot member, water flows along with it as he pulled me closer for it reach deeper.
As I sat on his laps, I cover my mouth with my hands as muffled moans resound the room. Fortunately, the twins seems to fallen asleep inside the bath.
He places one of his hand on my waist, the other on my nipple as his chins on my shoulder breathing air near my ear as he plays me and guided me up and down with the other.
The onsen was just high as my stomach with a step than can be used as chairs. That's how Carl is fucking me as I sank in the onsen raising the water until my collarbone as water splashes a little at the same time deepening his rod inside me.
At that time I wondered how the twins kept their position. The twind probably kneels on the step right? I wouldn't want them to be hurt because the slept wrong. After I finish this, I'll wake them up and offer them sleep.
I wasn't able to continue my thoughts as Carl's member pokes at a certain area that made me moan subconsciously making it eroctic and arousing me further.
Carl stood up suddenly making my insides twitch. Then he turned me around facing him as I feel his member grind against my walls as he turn me. Placing his head near my nipple as he started to play me, now both of his hands at my bottom cheeks pulls it open making the access easier while guiding me inside the water as tingling feeling rushes inside me and moans came out my muffled mouth. I place my thighs on his pelving making him continue and one of my arms around his neck securing my position.
After a long time, I came at his face while he insidee. He goes outside the bath bringing changes clothes as now we wake up the two.
The two seems to be dazed from the heat of the bath so I made them sleep after putting clothes.
Early in the morning, we left for our house.
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Later this night, I was planning to tell my twin, Nick about the recent events. So after our job, I talked to Nick about getting home fast and luckily he agreed.
Before, if I asked him to go home early, he would refuse and wonder in town most of the time while girls give him flirtive glances. But he just act that he didn't notice.
However, I knew his feelings, since we are both the same, we felt love towards Mark. I can tell and he also can, because we are twins and most of our emotions are linked and we can understand each other without even talking sometimes.
Inside room.
"Nick."
"I know what you are going to say. No need to mention it anymore. I just needed to tell him my feelings too."
And with that, our serious conversation ended.
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It's been a while since I had a good book to read and I can't believe I did overtime. Glancing at the title of the book one last time, I reluctantly place it back on the table before dashing home so I can get to work early tomorrow.
The book was called "Psychology of the Human Mind and Modern Times".
It actually talks about the mentality of people due to different factors and the modern society. Sometime ago before literature was lost, people were a little bit more open minded than the present.
Prostitution can be considered as a job at different countries while same sex marriage is allowed. Teenagers being bi, or gay, lesbian or transgender, didn't affect the country that much because they had their own community call LGBTQ.
Counselling were given and reflections were used as a means to rediscover one's self.
Sex didn't matter since everyone at legal age can do it to anyone as long as both parties are fine and allowed it. Force sex is called rape and can be used against law and be jailed.
Factors such as parenting, beliefs, school, environment, friends and many more affect the child's mind since childhood and develops common sense using their childhood as foundations.
There was once a saying or a situation that portrays that we should avoid doing something vulgar, violent, and more in front of children since they may copy those actions in the future. And then there's a saying that the children are our future.
And good parenting, is what they lack most. A child was forced to act as the father and matured eraly that's why some kids are oblivious to som things even if they grow to a fine adult. And it's the reason why Mark was so engrossed in reading because he can relate.