Kayra was stupid enough not to call the police, she dialled the number though but disconnected. She couldn't bear to let this news spread and reach to her parents. This is why there was a outgoing call to the police helpline number.
She knew this is Kush's house but by the time he comes back from office, it will probably be too late. She's loosing blood and consciousness alike. She might be dead when he arrives.
Kayra kept imagining things from her past, her parents and their loving remarks. Sibling quarrels she's had with her brother. She wasn't the one to recall people and go crazy over memories. Despite being away from home for more than a month, she rarely called back home. Every other day, her parents will be the ones calling her to check upon her. Even though she's too young for her mature mind, she is after all a child. This is the reason why she got caught up in all this. Nobody in the office knew her age except for Kush. They knew she's underage for drinking and smoking but they did not expect her to be Seventeen.
They were all watching from the sides, nobody cared to talk her out of it. Isn't this how we all are living? Minding our own business, that is.
Life is moving in a very fast pace, we all are running. It's another form of sheep racing, where nobody knows where to! What we are sure of is, not here atleast.
We are never content with what we have at our hand. At times, I wonder if I was under the so called influence of peer pressure back then. Whose gonna tell?
Probably I was at a age where making my own mistakes was a necessity. This would be another one of those advice that I would love to give to my Seventeen year old self, don't get ahead of yourself!
Learning from other people's mistake is important and something we all should be proficient in. I'm not implying not to make your own mistakes though!
Making mistakes is what helps us gain experience but at least mistakes which are already been set as an example should be avoided in order to make space for the new ones.
Life is an adventure, live recklessly but be trendy! Create new examples through your mistakes otherwise it will only come out as an offence or a wrongdoing!
It isn't surprising how a teenager got hold of drugs. Isn't this how illegal system works? Why would lawbreakers care about breaking a couple of more laws when they are at it?
Strange, but that's the truth of mankind! What harm would being a bit corrupt cause, system is already corrupted!
Nobody has a different perspective where we purify the impure water before drinking instead of polluting it - just because it's already impure!
Why do we apply principles to a certain things and not to others? Where have we lost our conscience?
There are many other things that I want the world to discuss but who cares? We are living in a world where everything has been said or done before. There is nothing new - the cycle is just repeating and rephrasing what is already out there!
What is the need you ask? Well, it is not accepted yet, which is why we need to discuss it again!
Today, in August 2019 I'm shifting to a new place again. I wonder what new mistakes I will make!
This is a place called Garvin! It is close to my institute, where I am learning fashion studies as a part of my higher studies. I've been commuting via metro for more than half a year now. The only thing that I hate the most is commuting. Although, I love to travel and explore places, I tend to get bored going on a same route everyday.
I tend to get bored easily, I'm a person like that. This is probably why I couldn't decide on my career yet, let alone date properly. Yes! I know it's despicable to some of you. But, being with a person for a very long time is also a troublesome affair. And, No! I'm not somebody who's afraid of commitments.
I'm a responsible person and I'm very committed towards whatever things I do. I try to invest myself in my work which is at times annoying and probably the reason why I get bored of it easily.
What? I diverted from the story? No, I did not!
Remember it's my story and I decide which page is to come forward next.
As you can figure out already, I'm alive and kicking in 2019. This means I did not die that day in Kush's place. Yes, I was saved.
Well, that's a story for another time!