2 MONTHS LATER
These last few months have been hard. I no longer talk to Logan or Kaylee. In the beginning, Kaylee tried her best to make me tell her why I was no longer speaking to Logan, but after a while, she got sick and tired of trying and ended up telling me to go to hell. Logan stopped coming over to mine and Kaylee's dorm mostly because he couldn't stand to look at me.
After about 4 weeks of Kaylee being rude to me and Logan not even looking at me. I decided to move to the dorms. I couldn't stand to be around them. Kaylee suspected something but never found out that I was as pregnant. I knew she would have begged me to stay and she would have forgiven me for being rude to her, even if I didn't say I was sorry.
I saw Logan every once and a while at college. He was either with his new football friends or Kaylee. They seemed to have gotten a lot closer. He always has his arm wrapped around her or she is up against him. But, my guess is that he is already sleeping with her. Especially since he isn't getting anything from me.
The friends with benefits are over, so why would he stay loyal to me? When I usually pass them, Logan doesn't do anything except to look at me. I saw him once look at my stomach, but I started wearing good so nobody could see. I was pretty skinny and even if I was to show a tiny bit of a bump, everybody would start to say I was pregnant and start guessing who the baby daddy is.
Luckily, I haven't been completely alone. Michael is still there with me. I told him that I was pregnant and who the father was. I trust Michael enough to not go around and tell people. He eventually told me that he and I couldn't be in a relationship cause of the baby but he still wants to be my friend.
Which I didn't decline. I guess the hardest part of everything that happened these last few months is knowing that Logan isn't who I thought he was. I thought Logan would always be there for me, no matter what. But I guess I was wrong. He didn't want something that I wanted. I know a child is a lot of work, but he had no right to tell me to get rid of it.
I don't want revenge. Michael suggested I tell Kaylee the truth. But I won't ruin her happiness just because Logan and I did something wrong. As more months passed, Logan became more popular, and he started to talk to me. But not in the way I wanted. I guess he wanted to make me suffer for making him a father, especially when he didn't want to be one.
About a week ago he did something so horrible, I knew he was no longer my best friend. He was no longer the Logan I fell for. He was a monster that would say the most hateful things to the mother of his child.
1 WEEK AGO
As I walked through the hallways to the cafeteria I felt everybody's eyes on me. I looked down and saw that I had my hoodie on. So it couldn't be them guessing that I was pregnant. Maybe Michael told. Maybe they know something I don't. Maybe I got a bad grade and it was posted. I walked into the cafeteria and as soon as I did all eyes were on me. I looked around as I walked up to the counter that had the burgers.
The whole time I have bee pregnant I have been craving a lot of meat. I can't seem to get enough of it. I grabbed a burger and some fries as well as a drink from the fountain machine. As I walked to the small table I usually sit at I felt somebody grab my arm.
I turned around and saw Cordelia. One thing you should know about Cordelia is that she is basically the queen of the college. I know it sounds a lot like high school. Because this really feels like it. I've never personally dealt with Cordelia but I have seen her being really rude and nasty to the other girls at the campus.
She is known to be one of the sorority leaders. Which is one reason why I chose not to join one? "Can I help you?" I asked her. "Yes, you can. You can stop wearing those gross clothes." She said gagging. I usually wear crop tops and other items of clothing that show off my body, but since I found out I was pregnant I decided to wear bigger clothes so nobody would know.
"I'd rather not Cordelia," I said. I looked around again and everybody was looking at us. I saw Logan and Kaylee looking at us. As soon as Kaylee saw me looking at her she instantly looked at the ground. Logan just smirked. He knew this was going to happen to me. "Listen, you little bitch. I don't care who you are. But you need to quit acting like such a little runt. This is college. You are supposed to wear better stuff than THAT." She said. "What I wear has nothing to do with you," I said.
"Look, your clothes aren't the real reason why I came over here. I came over here to tell you to stay away from Michael. He's mine. Got it?" Cordelia said. I shook my head. "I know your little secret. And if you don't stay away from him, I will tell everybody." She whispered into my ear. "Do what you want Cordelia! Who's going to believe you?! Everybody hates you! Go ahead!" I yelled.
"Everybody, listen up! This little bitch is pregnant! Seems like she whored around. And for anyone who doesn't believe me. Let's just check under her shirt." Cordelia said. She grabbed me and pulled up my jacket that showed my tiny itty baby bump. "Logan? I thought you said she was pregnant." Cordial said as she dropped my jacket and turned to him. Logan stood up and walked over to us.
"She is. She probably just isn't showing yet." Loga said. How could he do this to me?
"Leave me alone Logan. I haven't done anything to you." I said. "Bullshit. You almost ruined my relationship." Logan said. "You are nothing but a dirty little whore who got knocked up," Logan said. I was so baffled by what he was saying to me, I got sick and tired of it. Without even thinking I slapped him. I needed to do this. For myself, and for my baby.
Everybody gasped after I smacked him.
"You are going to regret that." He said.
"wanna know something, everybody? She has been having sex since she was 13! Crazy right?! Sje is just a dirty little skank. And now she was STUPID enough to get pregnant. Now, where is the baby daddy?" Logan asked. He knew I wouldn't say anything. God, I wish I could. But I really couldn't.
"LOGAN STOP! She doesn't deserve this. You have hurt her enough as it is." Kaylee said walking over to us. "You're a monster, Logan. I thought you were my best friend." I said. "How about you shut the hell up?!" Logan yelled. "See Kaylee, this is what happens when something doesn't go right in his life! He becomes a selfish bastard! Good luck with him cause he is a monster!" I yelled.
I turned around and left the cafeteria before he could say anything else.