*Seokjin POV*
Do you think, if I had the power to turn back time, things would be alright? If not the best at least we could live an average life. So... why? Why can't we go back to the old times, filled with youth and innocence, immature but sincere. The memories of our youth, back when we had each other to rest our backs upon. Back when we were together..
Where did I go wrong? After endless sufferings and sacrifices for us, what did I do wrong? Time... 'haha' is a very crucial resource as well as a painful one. You either run ahead of it, leaving all that's significant to you behind or stay behind it, being left alone in the darkness only as a mere reflection of the past. No matter how many times we try to revive the past, fate is something that will always catch up to you. Maybe... just maybe, we were destined to have a future that's full of ruins and remains of our past. Fragments of such a horrific past that even beautiful memories hurt to be remembered. Not that I want to remember them... not in my current state.
*Jimin POV*
Looking at my current state there is nothing more I want to wish than 'bring back the past'. I know it's a huge request which is never going to be fulfilled but at least I have hope... I grew a flower that was never be bloomed in a dream that can never come true. If they didn't have the courage to tell me the truth at least they didn't have to smile to my face while lying. At the moment I feel as if I want to drown away all my sorrows through the calmness of the sea and the peaceful waves, thundering into the cliff I'm currently standing upon. If only they told me the truth sooner... my life wouldn't be one step away..
*Jungkook POV*
If only life itself wasn't as difficult and complicated as it seemed... maybe we could still be together... me and the hyungs. I wish to see them so badly and hope they remember me too, wherever they might be. Standing at the edge of the same building where we all met, where it all started, I give my final farewell. "Hyungs, I do not want to die in a pitful way so.. *sobs* please give me your blessings", I shut my eyes feeling numerous of complicated feelings and take a step, off the building rooftop...
*Taehyung POV*
Is there any meaning to continue living on? ... after all this.. do I desire to live on? The ones closest to me have suffered the most, I couldn't even see her smile once... just once. Yes, it's all the dammed bastard's fault and it's best he's suffering through his consequences. But... I look down to myself, hands covered in crimson red blood and shirt stained deep through the cotton fabric. I glance at my other bloodied hand grabbing hold of the smashed handphone and speak my longed words into it "hyung, please save me"....
*Hoeseok POV*
Something I longed most is her warmth, the gentle and soothing one, the one I've longed for years. Though I never knew she would de something as unforgivable to me, not her. I have undergone countless therapies yet none has had the long-lasting effects. And I know that none will be enough to heal the deep wound she created, not now, maybe not ever *faints*...
*Yoongi POV*
I never knew that I would have missed them, that I would ever become so close to anyone let alone a squad. That is something I find very fascinating about myself as if I'm looking through a bent mirror, not my reflection but something completely new. 'Yoongi the loner, Yoongi that bastard' who would have thought that such a person's feeling and thoughts run so deep and yes' I admit that being sensitive can be considered as my biggest flaw but it's not something I can deny. I look at the burning hint of flame through the lighter that is tightly clutched into my hand, most people define fire as dangerous but for me it's a source of comfort. Maybe today I should end my sufferings and stay with her forever...
*Namjoon POV*
As I wrap up for the day collecting any sort of change I see from the dust-filled earth I think to myself, how is everyone doing right now? Back then, we all met as of different personalities and unlike minds, so it's surprising to believe that we got along just fine. 'Fine' *chuckles* I do not want to tell them something like "you'll be fine", I do not what to encourage them but rather I want to tell them my story, so listen carefully...