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Chapter 21 - Contraceptives

"I want to leave,''she doesn't want to stay in this place,which  threw trautoms for the past two days.

"Why",he can't leave her from his side,especially after knowing that his child is growing inside her.

"I have to leave this place,It's making me sick,''she stood on the bed and jumped down.She felt lively for some reason.She couldn't take this anymore, she wants to get out of this place. She missed Ally so much. She wants to hug her tightly ,until she forgets about Ed from Ally's soothing tone.She felt like it's been decades since she called her. 

"We will move out sooner,now have this medicine",Nick has went out to look for their shifting procedures. The authorities won't allow vampires to the south,to avoid problems. But with his position, he can pull out some strings to move there. They have to find a residence. 

"It's not we,it's me.I want to go alone,''she controlled the tears welling up in her eyes. She's getting emotional at necessary things. She will bring him only problems and she should not expect too much.He's trying to console her with all those words. 

"You won't be alone anymore honey",his gave focused on her belly for all this time, she was talking.

"Why do you keep staring at my stomach",she touched her stomach, trying to distract his gaze. 

"Eat this medicine before it's too late",he is not sure about the decision now. Before he gets more confused he should feed her the contraceptives. 

"Too late for what",why can't he just be direct with his words. Everytime she has to make all the efforts to know what is in his mind. 

"I'll be waiting downstairs",he started to move toward the door. 

"Feed me",make him stop on tracks. She has to know what he is trying to make her eat. If it's just a sleeping dose, then he would feed it to her. There won't be this much hesitation. 

"What",he questioned as if not hearing her. 

"Feed the medicine with your own hands"

"Cut the crap and eat it before I lose my patience,''he couldn't think about killing a fetus with his own hands.How could he kill it, he has started to feel it's energy, though it is  feeble it's so pure and innocent like it's mother,who doesn't know it's existence. 

"Is it a poison",she took her laptop and placed it back on the table. And took back her seat on the bed, leaning on the bed and covering her bare thighs with a pillow. She doesn't want to cover it fully for some reason. She doesn't like wearing such less cloths even at home, but she felt comfortable in them around him. She missed his t shirt so much, which was the most comfy clothing she had ever worn. Should she steal one from his closet, will he find out if she did. She chuckled at the thought of stealing his T. 

"Nope",she was controlling her laugh.her face blushing red from the scene she was thinking. She shouldn't have to steal them, she can't just take it from his closet as much as she wants. Her thoughts are so innocent and childish. She is not ready to become a mother.there was a moment of silence,where she waited for his answer.

"contraceptives,''he mumbled and looked at her face. Her face was devoid of emotions,the blush on her cheeks vanished without a trace. 

"This fast it can't be",she traced her stomach with her hands slowly. It's only yesterday night, how could this happen. That's crazy, within a few hours, this can't be true.

"You're not a human remember",he wants to know how she could cover her scent perfectly.If he hadn't marked her ,there won't be any evidence for being an immortal.If he had known this before,he wouldn't have marked her.`

"How fast is the growth",she wants to know the full detail.was he planning to hide it from her.What rights does he has to take authority.its true that vampires are merciless.He's going to kill his very own blood just after knowing its existence.

"Growth is  normal like humans,but",he was composed thinking how to calm her down,he could feel her anger from her voice not to say about the energy from her getting stronger with her furiousness.Does all wolf emanate such kinds of energy.He has to know about the special cases,like his mate.

"but"

"the implantation is fast and once done you can't kill it",he turned to the door ,ready to run out to escape her piercing eyes.He can't show his guilty face to her.Killing his own blood is like stabbing his own heart.His hands shook for the first time in decades,he doesn't know the reason.

"Kill",she couldn't believe that she heard those words from him.how could he even say them out.Why should she kill it,was he expecting to kill their baby.Why is everything happening in one day itself.she lied down on her back clucking the pillow to her chest ,and stared at the medicine on the table beside her.

"Eat it honey",his voice was triling of.she could smell tears tears in the air.Just the same smell which came before Ed's barging into her room.

"you're ready to kill your own blood"

"it's not the right time",he's losing his patience.He's annoyed by the fact that his eyes sting with tears,which is not stopping anytime soon.

"feed me, kill it with your own hands",he has to take responsibility for what he did.It's not that only he did everything.But killing their only few hours old child is his decision.When he's determined ,then he hast to settle till the end.

"Don't make it anymore difficult for me Eve"

"look at me",she wants to see him.with his back towards her,she couldn't see his expression.

She stood from the bed,and walked past the bed to him.When she stood in front of him she gasped in shock.