Xiang was slightly drunk and her vision was starting to get doubled, she went away from the crowd as she could not content herself from admiring such beautiful scene when her heart was in distress.
"Damsel in distress, ah!"
She said waving her hand, as she gulf the wine in her other hand. She went straight in the pavilion near in her chamber, the fireworks display was over and its quite dark in that place.
She stood there quietly, her emotion was unstable at the moment. Not that she was disparate but she was scared, she doesn't want to get married into someone, she doesn't even knew.
And the man whom she secretly love and fantasize is not even interested in her.
She sigh. "My time is up!"
Her expression did not changed, she decided she would rather die than lived like a living dead.
She was about to step up to jumped in the water as the pavilion was built in the side of the lake that connected in the river.When she heard a footsteps.
"I told you I don't want a company, tonight.!"
She said angrily with out turning. She jerked when she felt that someone stood behind her back.
"Why is that?" His voice was rather sardonic. "You expect someone to be with you?"
Yan Jing asked her imperiously. He clearly saw and heard what happened earlier and being alarm is quite understatement. He is rather scared that this silly girl will going to act rushly.
Luckily he was also invited today as he himself is a prince and happened to be suitable for marriage. He was part of the selection for Ah'nuh Gōngzhǔ's marriage alliance.
He knew she wasn't interested in that prince, she just made it to save his sister and that darn prince from Tàizǐ diànxià's wrath.
"Nonsense!" She snapped. "Who ever I wanted to be with, has got nothing to do with you!" She said clenching her hands."I was never yours to begin with!"
She said while stepping away from him only to be pulled back harshly. She hit her head in his chest.
"Why we have to go through this?"
Yan Jing asked her, his voice was grim.
She give a discreet laughed. "Im sorry if I cost you this kind of dilemma but you have no responsibility with me, you can go!"
The emotions that she was holding on had finally out as her tears silently fell down into her checks, her shoulder shuddered.
"Your drunk.!" Yan Jing's tone suddenly change into his usual calm voice.
"Yes.!" She managed to make her voice sound happy."I need to get drunk to be sober!"
"I don't know what im going to do with you..
"Is that soo.?"
She chuckle, all her hopes has gone. His word was just a polite way of declining her, he never loved her. She thought, "Stay away from me and don't give me a false hope!"
Before she could finished her sentence she felt Yan Jing's arms wrapped arround her waist as he burried his head in her shoulder.
"Im not a man of words honey. !" He sigh. "And Im scared you're going to reject me!"
She felt his warmth breath into her ears, her heart almost jumped out from her mouth when she heard him.
"I could face a thousands enemy but everytime Im with you, Im totally different!"
"You're such a coward!"
She snapped at him.
"Its because Im a man not a monk!"
"Are you drunk?"
She asked clenching her hand, he must also be drunk to spout this nonsense! She thought angrily.
"Im sober. .just lend me a strength!"
Before she could realized what he meant, Yan Jing made her turn arround."I will show you the reason why Im keeping my distance away from you!"
Yan Jing kissed her softly at first, she blink her eyes too many times and asked herself if she was just dreaming.
He pulled her closer by her waist while his hand was holding her head to support her, his kiss went deeper and deeper.
"If you want me to stop. .tell me now!"
He whispered, she blink but said nothing. His lips went into the side of her ears. "Or now"
And went down into her neck. "Or. .
She become neither drunk nor sober but her heart was drawn into her emotion.
The rest of his words were lost against her mouth when she reached up and pulled him down to her.
He kissed her gently and carefully but it wasn't gentleness that she wanted, not now! After all this time that she waited for him.
She crossed her arms arround his neck and pulled him harder against her and kissed him in a very seductive way, she kissed him hungrily trailing her tongue into his, that make him groaned.
thanks to the alcohol, I become braver!
She found herself carried away with the sweet fantasy.
She was never been kissed and never been touch but Yan Jing was a damn good kisser and his kissed was addictive.
He slightly bit her lower lips that make her moan softly that drives him crazy, his lips was trailing her neck down to her upper chest, she let a moaned out of her mouth. His self control was completely gone and it was replaced with his hidden desire towards her.
She felt her body lift up and found herself in his arms, she looked into his eyes dreamily. "I can't take you here"
And with out a words of her approval he marched towards her chamber and bar the door from behind, he laid her down gently in her bed.
"Stop me now.!"
He asked her with out blinking, his grey eyes become grayer in the dimness of the room. She stared into his red lips and pulled him closer."take me!" She said dreamily.
He could feel her warmth against his body, the softness of her skin that seems like a burning flame, her soft moaned makes him fire up. His lips was trailing her neckline and send a tingling sensation all over her body, he already untied her knot and removed her dress out, she was now naked before his eyes.
"You're beautiful, my love!"
He was now on her breast Sucking it gently that make her moaned with pleasure, she pulled him up and kiss him harder, she slid her hands in his chest and caress it gently that make him moaned and groaned.
He removed his clothes with out leaving her lips and slid his hands over one curved hip, over her smooth skin and slipped down the last piece that cover hers.
There was nothing between them now, he lifted her hips to let him and pulled her against his hardness, slowly and gently.
She jerked and automatically close her eyes."Calm down!" He whispered and placed a kiss on her lips." This will hurt a bit but I promised this is the only time!"
She almost moaned loudly when she felt the pain, she bit her lips hard as her tears streak down in her face but Yan Jing kissed her back in her lips tracing her tears with his kissed.
He's whispering a words of encouragement to her as he is slowly moves to make her accustom with the pain."Don't restrained yourself. let it go, make me crazy my princess!" He whispered.
Finally, the pain slowly gone and replaced it with a new found pleasure. it was a bittersweet and every thrust that increased makes her moaned and hold into his back tightly, when they reach their peak, Yan Jing accidentally bit her neck out of his pleasure.
He planted a soft kiss in her lips before he laid down beside her, he stared at ceiling for awhile, He then flip in the other side, supporting his head with his palm, to see her peacefully sleeping. her eyes closed that revealed her seductive eye lashes.
"I just made you a woman!"
She smiled as if she heard what he said. "Yan Jing!" she called his name even in her sleeps.
He smiled, "Im not a monk, honey but everytime I took a woman it was always you whom I fantasized!"
Indeed! He was raised as a soldier and he had a fair share with women. He wasn't a monk and he had to released himself from frustration as he was guarding the border.
He needs to concentrate in every small details as a commanding general, the peace and safety of the kingdom lies in his hands.
Everytime he received a letter from her he'll become distructed, how many times did he wanted to leaved the border and go back in the capital just to see her?
How many times did he dreamed about Xiang being naked in his bed? She was all part of his lucid thoughts that result into his wet dreams, that's why everytime he had a woman to entertain him, he always scream Xiang's name in his head.
Xiang is a very attractive woman and her eyes was just his reflection. He only saw her once when he was as young as fifteen, before he went into the border with his father.
Back then Xiang was really a sassy one. When his father was talking to his Majesty she grabbed him in the side and kissed him in the lips. "Im going to marry you someday!" was her promised to him, both of them blushed and giggled.
"My name is Xiang, don't you dare forget me Yan Jing!" She said and wave him goodbye, he was surprised that time on how she managed to know his name despite their very first meeting.
He hug her tightly, let the devil take me tomorrow just let me be with you tonight.! Yan Jing whispered mischievously. He was glad Xiang fell inlove with him as he was with her.
"I love you princess!"
He promised to himself never to take another woman after what had happened to both of them.