I'm flopped down on the bed as he assaults my neck with feverish kisses. Tingles flow and I'm going crazy from this haze. I want him but I'm scared. What if it hurts like last time?
He bites my neck and I start to panic and I push him away.
He growls out at being pushed away and pins me down and gets in between my legs.
"Wait!" I cry out closing my eyes and tensing up.
"What's wrong?" He says clearly trying to hold himself back. His wolf is still at the surface and wants me just as much.
"I'm scared. What if it hurts like last time? I'm not sure I'm ready but this haze..." He starts grinding on me I moan out at the sensation; my underwear is the only thing dividing me from his engorged member and they happen to be completely soaked. I try to stifle another moan but he's doing absolute wonders wherever he touches me.
I have to focus before I decide to climb this god like a pole and let him have his way with me.
Confusion crosses his features.
"Hurt like last time?" He asks barely audible.
I nod my head as his scent starts becoming intoxicating and I feel my control slipping more and more.
Focus. Focus.
"But I thought you and Fang have already done it? Angel is his biological child right?" He says letting up on his hold around my wrists and instead kissing at my jawline and neck.
I shook my head and breathlessly told him we had never done anything yet and how Angels dad was some man with green hair and yellow eyes. I told him how I didn't know a thing about him and how he raped me on my first visit to Slymethius.
Nathaniel gets off me entirely and pulls me into his lap and holds me.
Even tho my body feels like a furnace and the heat is driving me crazy he just holds me while I try my hardest not to grind him and lick that delicious looking skin.
He lets out a growl of approval as I start kissing and nipping at his neck while I grind against him.
Jeesh I'm acting like your typical horny teenager right now.
I try to calm myself down as my undies are still the only thing separating me and him from doing the deed. I lay my forehead on his chest and try to breathe and he lets out a chuckle but it's clear he's having a major internal battle with himself. I can't imagine how he's feeling being so close to me being in heat and knowing how Angel came into the world at that. My scent of arousal must be hard to resist but he's holding back like a pro.
"The longer you keep delaying this the more this heats going to get worse. I'm sorry for what happened to you but I'll never do anything to hurt you. I'll be gentle and we can go at your pace. " He says holding my head at his chest while he breathes my scent in.
I'm at war with myself. I want him. I want to touch and kiss every inch of that delicious body of his but I'm scared of the outcome of it all. Everything is burning. Not in a bad way but the kind that if I'm touched; gets soothed where I'm touched. Everything sets off in a blazing inferno of sexual arousal and lust. I can't let myself feel this way but...
"It burns." I hear myself whimper out into his chest.
"Wherever you touch me it soothes just a bit." I say raising my head and looking him in the eyes. His eyes. Two pools of obsidian black now. His wolf.
"Tell me where it burns my little mate." I hear him rumble out.
I bite my lower lip and grind against him.
"Down here. Please soothe it!" I hear myself moan out.
"I'll be as gentle or as rough as you want me to be." That's all that was said before my panties were mercifully torn off.
I once again was laid down but more gently this time and instead of his body positioned between my thighs, it was his face.
I let out a massive blush as he looked up and asked me if I was ok and if what he was about to do was ok as well. I nodded my head and said it was ok before he then began to assault my swollen clit. I cried out as he flicked his tongue and went to work on me.
I arched myself closer to his mouth and towards the strange sensation.
He let out animalistic grunts at the feeling of me tugging at his hair and through the embarrassment, I finally started to relax at the sounds coming from both my mouth and his.
He stops his delectable feasting and climbs on top of me and positions himself over me.
I tense up again but not out of fear this time but anticipation.
I want him; need him. My Nathaniel; my mate.
"I love you." I say to him gently and cup his face tenderly.
His eyes flash back and forth from his wolf and just him.
"I love you too Midnight." He says leaning down and kissing me till I'm breathless.
"Are you ready?" He asks me softly.
I nod my head too scared to speak and he nuzzles his head into my neck and starts kissing me.
"It's going to hurt just a little bit; I'll be as gentle as possible. Just let me know when to stop so you can adjust." He says to me lovingly.
"I'm scared. But I trust you."
With that being said he slowly entered me. Once I felt his head push through I cried out in pain.
He started to reassure me and told me to breathe while kissing my neck.
He moved in till I became full and stayed still while I adjusted. He stayed hovering over me kissing my mouth my face and anything he could to calm me down.
He whispered out so many promises and declarations of his love for me and how I was doing so good.
Once I got used to him, I moved myself a bit to get situated and nodded my head at him.
He started to slowly move back and forth into me and I found myself slowly starting to enjoy the feelings and sensations again. I let out a moan and he started to move more at ease.
"Say my name princess." He cooed out.
I grabbed onto his shoulders and cradled my head into the crook of his neck and started trailing kisses all down his neck leaving a couple of hickeys.
"Say it." He grumbled out.
I feel my eyes roll back from the pure bliss I'm in and he pulls himself out of me causing me to slightly come to my senses.
I protest a bit but he again asks me to say his name.
"You really want me to scream your name all night don't you?" I ask breathlessly.
"I'll have you screaming it every second of every day if it was up to me. I could live between your thighs." He says and chuckles darkly.
I blush furiously and he looks me deep in the eyes.
"Say my name."
I stare at him incredulously and he pushes himself inside me and I throw my head back with a moan.
"Nathaniel." I quietly say embarrassed biting my lip with uncertainty.
"Louder." He says thrusting me at an agonizingly slow pace.
"Nathaniel." I say this time louder with a bit more confidence.
His chest rumbles and his face stoops into the crook of my neck.
"Keep saying it." He says thrusting into me quicker.
I say his name over and over through whimpers and moans for what felt like a heavenly forever and just as I feel like I'm going to climax my instincts take over and I roll us over while he's a chuckling mess and I bite into his neck marking him as mine. He gasps out and lets out a roar and his hips rock into me quicker than before.
I keep holding my bite into his neck and only release when he too bites me on my mating mark and a white hot flash courses through me and I scream out my orgasm and he follows shortly behind.
We laid there; him holding me for what felt like forever and I felt happy and content with my life. I always thought I'd give myself to Fang but something kept holding me back even though we were soulmates. Maybe because my first time was never supposed to be with him.
I let a giggle out as Nathaniel started playing with my nose.
***
The heat raged on for three whole days and let me tell you; he made good on his word about me screaming his name to the heavens. I'm ashamed of how slutty I felt. Lemme tell you tho; saying it out loud to Nathaniel was probably a mistake since he made a point of telling me not to be ashamed of my orgasms and then making me have them back to back. For such a gentle person he was such a beast in bed.
My knees went weak at the thought of me and him being intimate again.
But such is so; once the heat broke he went back to the office and delved into the mountains of paperwork he had on his desk. And me; back to the training grounds where I'm getting my ass kicked again. This time, however, I throw back some punches and attempt some dodging.
I actually managed to tackle and beat a female warrior.
Angel ran up to me when I was done with my training and hugged my legs with a giant smile.
"Hi, mommy! I missed you!" She exclaims with a giggle. I pick her up and she lets out a squeal and hugs my neck like an anaconda. I return the hug because I missed the first 4 years of her life trying to get mine back on track.
I've been neglecting my own child.
"You don't need to be sad mommy. I understand." She says kissing my forehead and squirming herself out of my arms. She ran off and I'm standing there trying to understand what just transpired.
I was about to brush it off till I notice her run into the arms of Ari and I saw red.
I march over there and he looks up with….relief?
"Luna. Please take this child of yours!" He says clearly aggravated with her using him as a personal jungle gym.
I smirk and decide to leave them alone. Seems like karma is biting him in the ass.
"Nah. You can suffer." I say nonchalantly.
"Please!!! I'll stop traumatizing you just please take her!" He begs out losing his balance and falling over.
I laugh out loud and stoop down in front of him.
"Angel, baby, he doesn't like being tickled right here." I say pointing at his sides.
He looks at me with betrayal and starts laughing and screaming from her ticklish torture.
"Karmas a bitch isn't it Ari?" I say walking away.
"You're a bitch." He growls out.
"Ooooooh you cursed!!! Dadeeeeey Ari called mommy a bitch!!!" Angel screamed at the top of her lungs.
Both our eyes widened at hearing her say that.
Ooof saying that aloud was a bad idea.
"Angel don't say that!" I scold trying to fix my mistake.
"But you said it mommy." She said getting sad.
"Only adults can say it ok." I state and she nods her head.
Nathaniel came over as well as a few warriors and saw what was going on as well with amusement twinkling in their eyes.
"Angel; it seems like you're ready for training." Nathaniel says with pride in his voice. With that being said he taught her how to throw a punch and a few tricks to keep older men at bay while Ari was an unwilling test dummy.
"I hate all of you!" He mouthed out to all of us after being punched in the groin. We all just laughed.
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Fangs POV
She looks so happy. That bastard was lying and I knew it. How she managed to stay out that long is beyond me but I knew when she woke up. I felt it in my bones. Even tho she severed our mate bond; I will always know her like the back of my hand.
I wasted years!
So many fuckin years on her! I shaped her and loved her. I actually loved her even when it went against everything inside me.
I was gentle with her.
Why tho?
Oh right! Cause she was raised like a fuckin human when she's anything but!
"Shadow! Where are you?!" I roar out.
My brother appears in front of me with a smirk.
"What's the matter, brother? Not happy again?" He taunts me.
I walk up to him and grasp at his neck with anger.
"What the actual fuck is going on?!" I yell out.
He continues to smirk and I notice a mark on him I haven't seen before.
A whitish blue Lilly tattoo. Right there at the base of his wrist.
I see red.
"Don't tell me you're just now seeing the bigger picture? She was never just yours. Is the big bad spoiled prince mad now? Did you really think she'll just stay with only you? She has three others out there besides just you." He says laughing at me.
"Well, I guess we'll see who's laughing after today when Chen knows her whereabouts." I say shimmering to the throne room in Slymesthius.
"Romeo Fang James. What an unpleasant surprise. To what do I owe for this rude entrance?" Chen says being an asshole.
"To give a tip of Midnights whereabouts."
Hearing that had him perked up real quick.
"My old friend; it has been a long time. Shall we discuss this over a nice feast?"
This bastard.
The last time we saw each other was when he hired me to assassinate Midnight but I didn't go through with it when I found out she was my mate. Chen wasn't too happy when he found out and didn't hold back about how it affected him.
The little flower was so naive to believe in me. But she did. So I did everything in my power to keep her safe.
Now; today, I betray her.