They go outside. "Stormie" he starts. I put my hands up "You dont have to leave. Jake can help you!" I snap. He sighs "He can but he needs to focus on keeping yall safe and though I am thankful to still be here I am also a little mad at him.. even if its unfair because I didnt get to choose this" he says.
I glare at him "youd rather have died.."?! I ask. He says nothing just looks down. "I.. I cant believe you after mom"? I ask. "Storm we are supposed to die not live forever" he says. I can feel the anger growing. "Yes when we are older not at 18! Your selfish. You wanted to be with mom again. We were never close before her death anyways.. only reason we hang out now is because you feel guilty you where not there for me after nick.. you picked your little girlfriend over me.. I bet when things settle down and Emily and you start dating you will forget about me again.. i'll loss another friend. I guess I should be used to it by now huh?" I say. Venom flying out of my mouth.
He looks me dead in the eyes "How can you think that way about me? I dealt with everything my own way! What was I supposed to do? It was like watching you die! You stopped living stormie! Hell you even tried.." he says. I cut him off "Don't you dare us that as a excuse! Maybe if I wasn't always used, left or forgotten that would not of happened!" I stare at him. I felt so many different emotions right now. "I am sorry but this is not the same. I am not running away I haven't done that in a long time. I made mistakes and I am sorry. Your not alone stromie. You never will be" he says.
I feel my anger boil over "Do. Not. Make. Promises. You. Can. Not. Keep. This time I will not forgive you!" I scream at him. "I hate you" I whisper.
"Stromie" He says tears in his eyes. I guess the feelings I have kept to my self for so long just came pouring out I look away trying not to cry. "It should of been you" I say wanting him to hurt like I have these last few years. I run up stairs.
"You ok" Jake asks derek. He nods. "Who is nick" Jake asks. Derek sighs running a hand through his hair.
"Hes her twin brother. He killed him self freshman year. Shes the one who found him. She never has dealt with it. She pushed everyone away. They where close" Derek says. Jake sighs. Nodding. "Makes so much sense" he says.
"Well I guess this is goodbye" Jake says
"Not goodbye til next time. I'm coming back" Derek says. "Try and hurry she needs you" Jake says. He nods. "She needs yall two. Please take care of her please" Jake nodded.
Just like that they where gone. I dont remember falling asleep but I must of. I woke up it was 4 in the afternoon. I check my phone. Two text.
I open Jake's first
J:you ok?
S:I dont know
I open the next text waiting for his reply.
It's from Derek
D: I'm sorry for everything that's happened. I guess my way of dealing with nick was pushing you away and it wasnt fair. You have to grieve. He would want you to be happy.
S: I will never be happy. Especially not right now. You died Derek! Your not human. How can I be happy?! Dad hasn't even checked on us.
D: I know. I wish I could make it better. I'll be back as soon as possible. I love you.
I didnt reply. I got up making my way down stairs. "I dont want to go to school tomorrow " I say. Emily and Jake nod. "Think Katie is going to be another "new" student" I ask. Jake seems to be thinking. "Probably" he says.
"Why now"? I ask. They look confused "why are they here now,messing with you"? I ask. "Maybe because we where home schooled and what not that didnt feel the need to do anything" Emily says.
"You. Katie might not of actually loved me but she was a jealous and wants control so the thought of me never being friends with anyone made her happy" he says. "Yall had a very unhealthy relationship" Emily says. He laughs. "Yea" he says.
"But why it isnt like weve been friends long" I say. He sighs "i dont know she likes games and doesnt always have logical reasons for them" he says. "So if there at school how do we avoid them" em asks. "We stay together we cant avoid them there but together will be safer" he says.
THE NEXT DAY
We make our way into school. Everyone is talking about the festival. A body was never found. Yea because he is alive.. per say. I think to my self. Jake,em and I make our way to home room. In my seat is Katie and haylie. They smile at us.
How I wanted to whipe that smile off there faces. "Hi boyfriend" haylie says. Jake rolls his eyes. "Why isnt Katie jealous of her" I ask. "Because I am her sister and would never actually take Jake from her" haylie says.
"Right super hearing forgot" I say. We take seats on the opposite side of the class room. The teacher walks in. "Class we have another new student. Miss Katie would mind introducing your self" he says. She smiles and heads to the front of the class.
"My name is Katie. I used to live here but moved away I came back for my ex" she says looking right at Jake. I can feel him tense. Kayla laughs. "Jake dated you?!" She asks. Her and her minions laughing. I look at Emily. "Maybe she'll take care of one of our problems" I whisper. Emily and I laughing silently. Jake looking at us with a raised eyebrow.
"I mean the fact he even talks to stormie is beyond me but to date you tisk tisk Jake come on you could have all this" she says. "All the sexually transmitted diseases too" I say. Everyone laughing. That even got haylie and Katie to laugh.
"At least well be sexual" that caused everyone to laugh. The teacher even seemed to be trying not to laugh. Katie looks at kayla with a how stupid are you look. Me picking up on it. "Very like 2.0" I say referring to her GPA. She smiles at that.
I can still feel Jake staring at me. "What just happened"? He asked. "Seems like Katie and stormie had a moment making fun of kayla together" Emily says. "How'd you know she was thinking that"? Emily asks.
I shrugged my shoulder "The way she was looking at her" I said laughing. I cant believe we just had that conversation. As much as I hated to admit it kayla isnt not prettier than Katie. Kayla wasnt ugly there is a reason she is queen b but Katie definitely was prettier oh my God why i am thinking about that.
The day goes by slowly and we all dont talk much. Lost in our own worlds. A lot has happened in the last 24 hours. Everything i knew is different. Supernatural existed. I now knew five of them. Suddenly high school and all the stuff that went with it didnt seem so important.
Last week my biggest issues was Jake being cold towards me and my dad being with someone else. Now that I didnt even mind. He should be happy. I felt the need to see him. To tell him sorry. Life is short.
(A bit short to and kind of a filler but keep reading it is only going to pick up from here. I mean there will be more fillers but the things I have planned I am excited!)