"Stormie" Emily says. Trying to get my attention. "I'm fine Emily. Really. I think I am going to go to bed. It's been a long night" I say. Heading up stairs. I go to the room I guess is mine for now.
I lay in the bed thinking over everything. I hear a light knock on the door. "Come in" I say. Jake walks in. "Derek and my mom are on there way home" he says. I nod. He turns to leave before stopping. I haven't seen my brother sense I told him I hate him. It has been about two weeks. Not much has happened sense.. Well besides my dad finding everything out. I sigh.
"I'm sorry stormie.." he says before leaving. "It isn't your fault" I say. Knowing he can hear me. I wake at two am to the sound of the door slamming. I get up and head down stairs.
"Did we i you. I'm sorry" Victoria says. "It's ok. Where is derek"? I ask. She hesitates for a moment. "Well.. when he heard about your dad he kind of took off to talk to him".. she says "but dont worry Jake went after him" she says. With a small smile. "That makes me worry more" I say
I grab the keys to the car. "Were are you going"? She asks "to make sure nothing bad happens. My dad doesnt like what yall are and I dont trust him" i say. Heading out the door. Slamming it behind me. I jump in Emily's jeep. Racing towards my house.
I pull up to see Jake and Derek walking up to the house. I park the car and run over to them. "Are you out of your damn mind. What on gods green earth makes you think this is a good idea"! I scream. Derek stops and turns to look at me. His eyes are dark and he looks pissed ! "What in the hell are you doing coming here alone, do you have a death wish!? Silly me why am I asking that of course you do"!? he yells back. I guess he is still mad.. Jake looks back and forth between the both of us.
I glare at him. "Well if I didn't have a dumbass as a brother I wouldn't of had to" I say. Trying to calm my breathing He makes me so damn angry. Jake looks at me. "Stormie I was going to bring him home" he says.
"Oh please when I got here you were marching up to the door with him" I yell at him. Crossing my arms.
He rolls his eyes. "There isn't a need to be so dramatic" he says. I have to bite my tongue. Feeling so angry. Dramatic?! They are supernatural marching up to a humans door like they are ready to fight! "How did you not see it"! I hiss. "See what?" Jake yells back. Stepping towards me. I get in his face. Anger getting the best of me.
"My dad hates what yall are. You could see it in his eyes! For all we know he'd hurt yall or try to than what Derek you'd have to kill our dad! You can be pissed about what he said or has done all you want but he is not our eminie at least right now so can we please keep it that way." I scream. "He doesn't understand and doesn't care to. He picked her over us a long time ago, this is just more reason for him to justify it. He stopped being our dad a long time ago derek.." I say my voice breaking a little bit.
"I didnt know.." Derek says. Sounding innocent. "Of course you dont because your Impulsive and just react, you cant just do whatever you want to. Especially right now!" I say rubbing my forehead feeling a headache coming on. Derek stares at me. I cover my face feeling overwhelmed and frustrated.
"Yes I know yall are strong and could definitely take my dad if you had to.. I'm not stupid. I'm also not dumb enough to think I could save yall if he did have a way to hurt yall but right now we have other things we have to deal with. Like saving nick and we need yall." I sigh "i.. I need yall My dad and his ignorance can wait" I say calmer now. Looking up at them.
The front door swings open. "What the hell is going on out here"?! My dad asks.
I look at him. So many emotions run through me. "Sorry Derek just got home and wanted to check on you.. " I say.
"Well i am fine. I already told you I want nothing to do with them. So get off my lawn" he hisses. His lawn?! I guess this isnt my home anymore. "Them?! Oh because your human your so high and fucking mighty. You are a awful excuse for a father. How can you turn your back on him? On Me! He died!" I snap. I shake my head. "I thought I knew you. I thought we were close.. you lied to use for ten years and than never came home after we lost our mom.. I guess this shouldn't surprise me" I say tears falling down my cheeks now.
Derek wraps his arms around me. I whip the tears away. "We should go" Jake whispers. We turn to leave. "My offer still stands stormie. When you come to your senses you have a home here" he says
"I have a home. This will never be it" I say. Anger returning. He slams the door. We make are way back to the car. I feel the tears wanting to escape again. "I'm sorry stormie" Derek says. I shake my head. "Me too" I say staring out the window.
We make it home. I sit on the sofa. Closing my eyes. I feel Derek and Jake sit beside me. "I think I am going to go eat" Derek says. Meaning he is going to go hunt.
I open my eyes and glance at him. "Be careful" I say. He smiles and nods before leaving. We sit in silence. Only thing that can be heard is the fire from the fire place.
"How are you really feeling" Jake asks glancing at me. To many emotions. I think to my self. "Well.. easiest way to explain that is overwhelmed. We have a lot to lose. I feel helpless being human. I feel angry at my dad for so fucking much. I hate your crazy exs. I've never hated anyone. I am worried about nick. What this has done to him. I am worried about em too."
I take a deep breath. Looking at him. "I'm scared I'll lose more people.. I care about yall" I say. You. I am scared to loss you. I know it is stupid to have feelings for a vampire. Especially one with his past but I can't help it. He studys me for a moment.
I can hear my heart racing. I look at his eyes. There so dark right now. So many emotions behind them. He try's to hide it. He always try's to hide it. This tough guy act he puts up. I see right through it. "You do not have to pretend with me" I say. His eyes widen. "I am not" He says. I shake my head. "Jake" I say. He changes the subject. I sigh. "That is definitely alot.. but I promise we are coming out of this alive" he says.
"Please don't make promises you can't keep" I say. He puts his hand on mine. "I promise stormie" he says. Looking me dead in the eyes. I try my hardest to not look at his lips.
I glance down than back at his eyes. When I look up he is right in front of me. I almost gasped at how close he was to my face. I can feel his warm breath fanning my face.
"You shouldn't want that!" he snaps. Sending chills down my body. I stare at him shocked by his out burst. "w-what" ? I ask. He leaves. I stare at the door confused on what just happened. I lay down closing my eyes drifting off to sleep.