"He's" I paused for a moment trying to gather my thoughts. "I guess my first love. Since I didn't remember about you. I always considered him that. But now I guess it's just ex."
By this point he had pulled up a chair to the side of my bed and sat down I also did the same except sitting on my bed. I sighed getting ready to tell him part of my story with Zhang Yong.
After the first sentence I looked up expecting him to have office mode activated but he didn't. He was fully engaged in what I was saying.
So I continued despite my shaking hands. It would be hard to tell everything.
"When I was 16 I had just moved high schools because my parents had gotten a divorce. I was walking home after my first day of school. I remember that it went so well and I was so excited. Then I saw this big group of girls beating up another girl. I wasn't just going to watch so I ran up to them. I pushed a few of them away and stood in front of the girl. Me and the group of girls yelled at each other before they tried to launch at me. But before they could a group of guys grabbed their backpacks and stopped them from moving closer. The group was Zhang Yong's friends and him. It had turned out that I had saved his sister. He was so thankful that he took me out and we became close. And we started dating right before my 17th birthday. We had a great relationship for a year. We barely ever fought. Then one day I came home after him not coming to school. It was weird because he never missed even if he was sick. I saw a letter on my desk and it said he was leaving and told me to wait for him. But that was three years ago. After 2 years I started to get over it. Then I came to your company and became your wife. Then he suddenly showed up again."
I looked up at him to see if he was still there. He was looking at me seriously.
"Do you still love him?"
My heart skipped a beat. I didn't know. But it scared me that he had such a serious face.
I looked down and answered honestly.
"I don't know."
He grabbed my chin and made me face towards him.
My face was suddenly pulled closer to his. His lips attached to mine. In a rather gentle manner. He backed away. And looked me in the eyes. He was gleaming and beautiful. He could be a piece of art.
"Then can you love me?"
The words made me feel as if time had stopped.
The door was flung open. But his eyes didn't leave mine.
"I hope I gave you enough time to talk."
I broke the eye contact with him and spoke to Zhang Li while turning my head towards her.
"Yeah I think you did."
"Great! Now you have someone else to talk to."
Zhang Yong locked his eyes with mine. Despite being often times scared of Liu Wei. I was still dreading talking to Zhang Yong more.
*Sighs*
Maybe this will be easy.