RYUICHI
I REALLY thought that I would never have the chance to see Shimada-senpai again. Even though he was the one who initiated the idea of bribing me while we become sex friends, I was stupid enough to call it off and even left him hanging.
As I slowly knew the story behind his acts, I realized we were no different. Doon ko napagtantong naging gago ako at sinaktan ang isang taong wala namang kasalanan sa akin. I accepted his offer because I thought I would be able to take my revenge on Omegas. I said mean things to him and that made me think what he felt back then.
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「FLASHBACK」
I slammed the door open when I arrived at the four-eyed freak's clinic. I was carrying Shimada-senpai who already fainted and shivering so badly.
"Okuda?!" laking pagtatakang baling ng doktor sa akin at mabilis naman siyang napatakip ng kanyang ilong at bibig nang maamoy ang pheromones na nilalabas ni Shimada-senpai. "Ano'ng nangyari kay Kicchan?! I just gave him his medicines the other day!"
"Stop asking. Make this stop!" Hinihingal kong turan at bahagya akong nawalan ng balanse pero mabuti na lang at naalalayan ako ng doktor at tinulungang dalhin si Shimada-senpai sa isang bakanteng kama.
Nang maihiga na namin siya ay dali-daling naghanap ang doktor ng mga gamot upang maagapan ang kalagayan ni Shimada-senpai at patigilin din ang rut na pareho naming dinadanas ngayon.
"What happened? Usually, I don't get affected easily by Omega pheromones but Kicchan's smell right now is so strong. What caused it?" nag-aalalang intriga ng doktor habang hinahalungkat nito ang mga sari-saring gamot na nakatago sa isang kabinet. He also took some injections and vials with different colors of liquids in it.
"I'm not so sure. His client came today… to tackle some matters and when I started to hear noises, I busted inside Shimada-senpai's office without warning… and he was already like this when I saw him," putol-putol at hinihingal ko pa ring pagpapaliwanag. I wanted to hold him so badly. My body was dying to ravish this man's body, without even caring if he was conscious or not. My instincts were killing me!
"Fuck! I feel dizzy!" mariing mura ng doktor. "Ah, found it!" he exclaimed at pinakita sa akin ang isang vial na may lamang asul na likido ngunit nanlaki ang kanyang mga mata nang makita akong nakapaibabaw kay Shimada-senpai at nahubad ko na ang pang-itaas nitong damit. "You, fucker! Get away from Kicchan!" he growled at walang pagdadalawang-isip akong inatake. He pulled me hard, causing the two of us to fall on the ground. I had the advantage to push him down and even tried to strangle him. Pumalag ang doktor pero sadyang mas malaki ako sa kanya at mas malakas.
"I will kill you!" I warned him, tightening my grip around his neck. I was beginning to lose my sense of reasoning. At this point, I might end up hurting other people.
He started to choke. "Don't… do this… you shitface! Kicchan… He needs to be… taken care of!"
"Shut up! I won't let you lay a hand on my Omega!" mariing pagbabanta ko sa kanya. My Omega, huh? Since when did I become possessive?
The doctor was about to push me away when I felt two large hands grab me by the shoulders and literally tossed me aside with full strength. The impact when my back hit the wall made me cough out some saliva.
"Fuck…" mahina kong mura at inalam kung sino ang nangahas na pigilan ako.
"Ayos ka lang, Izumi-sensei?" said a guy with a mild voice. Nakatalikod ito sa akin but I was pretty sure that it was the same guy who listed my name when I first came here — that four-eyes' secretary!
"I'm fine," the doctor uttered in a weak voice before coughing.
Pinilit ko namang tumayo at walang pasabing sinugod ang dambuhalang lalaki at sabay kaming natumba sa sahig at nagsalitan sa paggulong, nagtatalo kung sino ang makakalamang sa isa.
"Chi-chan!" I heard the doctor's voice shout in worry. "Okuda, stop it! Don't let your Alpha instincts destroy you! You've gotta help Kicchan!" pigil nito sa akin at bigla na lamang nawala ang focus ko sa pakikipagtalo sa lalaki.
The huge guy had his chance and pushed me away real hard. Once again, my back hit the wall at doon ko na naramdaman ang sakit at pagod. Nang makita ng doktor na nanghihina na ako, inutusan n'ya ang lalaki na itali ang mga kamay ko at pagkatapos ay inasikaso na n'ya si Shimada-senpai.
Later on, he took care of himself and me. He also gave the other guy some pill to calm him down. Makalipas ang ilang oras ng paghihirap at pakikipaglaban sa mga pagnanasa naming maangkin ang isang walang kalaban-labang Omega ay kumalma na rin sa wakas ang lahat.
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"Still alive?" tila pabirong pangungumusta sa akin ng doktor habang nakatingin ito sa akin. He was sitting next to Shimada-senpai's bed at ako naman ay nakatungko sa isang sulok na may kalayuan sa kanila. I saw the doctor rub his left forearm na ngayo'y may limang marka na ng injection needle, tanda na hindi biro ang naging epekto ng heat sa kanya. "Whatever happened to Kicchan, it was such a strong heat. I know he was diligently taking his medicines so nagdududa ako na may pinainom o 'di kaya ay pinaamoy sa kanyang illegal na droga," hinuha nito.
Inis ko namang naikuyom ang mga kamay ko sa galit. "His client made him sniff something from a little bottle," pag-aamin ko. "If I only knew back then, I would have stopped that bastard."
"But you said that you didn't—" hindi na lamang itinuloy ng doktor ang nais na sabihin bagkus ay gigil na lamang n'yang naikuyom ang isang kamay bago bumuntonghininga ng malakas. "If you have no plans on making Kicchan your mate, just fucking leave."
"What?" taka ko namang turan.
"The guy who attacked Kicchan… was it Fujiwara Ichi?" pag-iiba nito ng usapan at nanlaki ang mga mata ko.
"Yes," alangan kong tugon at ang marinig lamang ang pangalan ng bastardong iyon ay kumukulo na ang dugo ko. "How did you know?"
"Just a hunch," pasimple nitong tugon bago nagpatuloy, "That was Kicchan's first Alpha and probably the only mate he had since he got his first heat," paglalahad nito at pagkatapos ay nanlumo ang kanyang mukha.
Halos nandilim naman ang paningin ko sa nalaman. So that was the guy that caused Shimada-senpai so much suffering? And I was not able to stop him from hurting Shimada-senpai, sising-sisi kong wari habang gigil na ikinuyom ang aking mga kamay.
"I know about you and Kicchan. He bribed you to have sex with him while you keep his secret," ani doktor. "I don't know your reasons as to why you are acting like a bullshit but as Kicchan's friend, I am telling you to fuck off. He has suffered enough. He's more than broken. I know how pathetic he is now but even so, he deserves to be happy. That's all I want for Kicchan. I have been telling him to get serious with you and ask you to become his mate, for his own sake, but seeing you like this now? I'd rather keep him away from you than see him suffer even more." And just like before, he gave me a deadly glare.
"Do you have feelings for Shimada-senpai?" I suddenly asked.
Hindi siya sumagot kaagad. Saglit muna itong nag-iwas ng tingin bago inayos ang suot n'yang salamin. "And if I say 'yes', what will you do?" tila sinubukan pa n'ya ang aking pasensiya.
"I'll fucking kill you," I said in a stern and determined voice.
Then the freak showed a crooked smirk. "Then it's settled," aniya at pagkatapos ay tumayo at nilapitan ako sabay abot sa akin ng isang kahon ng disposable injections at maliit na bote na may lamang asul na likido.
"What's this? You're gonna tell me to have suicide?" animo'y natatawa kong turan but he scoffed at me.
"If you really want Kicchan to be yours then collect yourself together, asshole. Saka ka na magyabang sa akin kapag nasa tamang pag-iisip ka na, Okuda Ryuichi-chan," hamon nito sa 'kin at pagkuwa'y ngumising parang baliw.
"I really hate the way you put '-chan' on every person's name but wait and see. I'll become Shimada-senpai's one and only Alpha."
「END OF FLASHBACK」
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Since that night when I saw him moaning in pleasure while playing with himself, I already knew that Shimada-senpai was my fated pair. All those curiosity, hatred, cold treatment towards him… were all just lies to mislead myself.
After my parents went their separate ways, I began to smell a scent. It was faint and fragile but so sweet. Wala akong ideya kung saan nanggagaling ang amoy pero patuloy kong hinanap ang amoy na iyon nang hindi ko namamalayan. I thought I hated Omegas but I was searching for an Omega's scent all along.
That scent came from Shimada-senpai. It was addictive and irresistible. I was scared to accept that he was my fated pair that's why I hated him. So, knowing that he too was longing for me made me realize that I was the only one who could free him from his suffering and free myself too from hating my mother.
Sa loob ng dalawang linggong hindi ko nakasama si Shimada-senpai, doon ko lamang naintindihan ang totoong mensahe ng liham ng aking ina at kanyang mga pangaral.
"Okuda, I know this is all sudden but I haven't told you the reason yet as to why I am here," ani Shimada-senpai.
"I already know," nakangiti ko namang pakli.
His eyes widened in confusion. "Huh?"
"You are my fated pair."
Kaagad namang namula ang kanyang mukha at namuo ang ilang gabutil na luha sa tagiliran ng kanyang mga mata. "S-since when… did you…?"
"Since the day I became your subordinate?" patanong kong sagot at tuluyang naluha si Shimada-senpai. "Or maybe way back when we still haven't known each othre."
"Then… Then why didn't you tell me?" umiiyak nitong tanong sabay punas ng luha n'ya.
"Because I didn't believe in fated pairs or soul bonds. My mother left me to be with her fated pair when I was still young. I knew nothing and grew up hating Omegas. So… when I saw you, I got scared and skeptical," pagpapaliwanag ko.
"Oh, I see," tila pinanghihinaan ng loob n'yang saad.
Lumapit naman ako sa kanya at masuyong hinaplos ang kanyang kaliwang pisngi sabay punas ng luha nito. "But I've already decided." I said and looked at his eyes. "I will no longer be your subordinate and sex friend. From now on, I'll be just Ryuichi… your only Alpha and you're going to be my only Omega."
Matapos kong sabihin iyon ay sabik kong niyakap si Shimada-senpai sa aking mga bisig kasabay ng paghalik ko sa kanyang mga labi. Malugod naman n'ya akong tinugunan at mahigpit n'yang pinulupot ang kanyang mga braso sa aking leeg.
We shared a torrid, passionate kiss — our first kiss. I slowly brought out my tongue and licked his lower lip, inviting him to play a little and he took the invitation and we tasted each other's salivas mixed with sweetness and pleasure.
After catching our breaths, I pushed Shimada-senpai against the wall. I continued kissing him, from his lip down to his neck while occasionally licking and sucking on them. He let out soft sweet moans as he tried not to arch his body too much because of the pleasure that he was feeling. Sinadya ko namang ipadama sa kanya ang naninigas ko nang pagkalalake at lalong nag-init ang katawan ni Shimada-senpai.
"Okuda… Let's do it on the bed," medyo hinihingal n'yang turan while trying to hold back his eagerness to feel more.
"As you wish," sang-ayon ko sabay ngisi at giniya ko siya sa papunta sa aking kuwarto.
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The moment we went inside, I quickly pushed him down on the bed and started licking him all over while taking his clothes off.
"Aah… Okuda, take it slowly," pakiusap nito ngunit salungat ang reaksiyon ng kanyang katawan sa mga hawak ko. He was already hard and his body was trembling, as if it was hungry for me. Hindi na ako nag-aksaya ng oras at tinanggal ko na maging kanyang underwear. He let me take it off until I was able to see his manhood and ass dripping with so much love juice.
I stared at it, extremely feverish. "Look who's impatient," I said then suddenly put my hands on his thighs and pulled them apart.
"Wh–what the fuck are you doing?!" tarantang bulalas ni Shimada-senpai at basta na lang tinakpan ang butas ng kanyang puwet gamit ang kanyang mga kamay.
"Hey, get your hands out there," utos ko naman sa kanya.
"But… But it's embarrassing," pagdadahilan nito at nag-iwas ng tingin.
"Really?" naaaliw ko namang pakli. "But we've already tried various positions. How come you're embarrassed now?" panunukso ko sa kanya habang nakangisi.
"Today's different!" giit n'ya at pagkatapos ay nagtakip ng mukha, leaving his asshole defenseless. I took that clumsy mistake of his as an opportunity and licked the hole of his ass. "Aaah!" Isang nagulantang na sigaw at ungol ang pinakawalan ni Shimada-senpai kasabay ng pagsabunot n'ya ng buhok ko.
When we did it before, I didn't bother to prepare him nor make love to him properly. Sinamantala ko ang katawan n'yang mabilis mag-react sa bawat haplos ko at basta na lamang ipinasok ang pagkalalake ko at hindi inisip kung nasasaktan ba siya o hindi. This time, I wanted to properly make his body feel the pleasure bit by bit.
I continued licking his wet hole and Shimada-senpai replied with moans. He even got wetter and more sensitive when I moved my tongue in and out. While drowning myself in pleasuring this part, I suddenly smelled a sweet scent and it made me dizzy. Napatigil ako sa aking ginagawa at sabay kaming nagkatinginan ni Shimada-senpai.
"Shimada-senpai… you're in heat," I uttered as I gritted my teeth because I went into rut. "I'm sorry but I won't be able to hold back," pagpapaumanhin ko at pagkatapos ay inilabas ko ang aking pagkalalake at tinapat ito sa kanyang butas.
"W-wait! It's not wet en—Ahh~" Napaungol na lamang siya nang maipasok ko na ang aking pagkalalake.
It was slightly painful but as soon as my cock rubbed the insides of his ass, Shimada-senpai's scent became stronger. As if his body knew that I was inside, he even got wetter and began clenching around me, giving me maximum ecstasy.
"Shimada-senpai…" I called out his name while thrusting my way in and out. With every thrust, he would tighten around me.
"Aah… Mmfgh… Ahh…" He moaned while holding onto me.
As I went deeper, I could feel him opening up more, completely adjusting to the shape of my dick. He was still in pain but he chose to accept me. Sa hindi ko naman maipaliwanag na dahilan ay parang lalabasan na ako. It usually takes some time for me to cum but the sweetness that wrapped the whole room made it impossible for me to think straight. It was driving me crazy but at the same time, I was fully aware of wanting to make love to this man beneath me.
"Shimada-senpai…" I called again and thrusted harder.
"Aah! Okuda… Aah… Why are you getting bigger and bigger? You're filling me up too much. Aah!" angal nito at ilang sandali pa ay may naramdaman akong kakaiba mula sa loob. I was hitting something hard. It would likely open when I went deeper and it was pulsating.
"Shimada-senpai, I feel like cumming," sabi ko at tinuon ang pansin ko sa pagtama ng bagay na iyon.
"Call me 'Kazuki'," he softly whispered.
"Huh?" I abruptly paused but didn't stop hitting that good spot in Shimada-senpai's insides.
"It's 'Kazuki', you idiot," he repeated then looked at me while smiling. Mesmerized by his adorable smile, I grabbed him and made him lie on all fours. "Okuda?!" prantik n'yang reaksiyon at napaungol siya nang muli akong gumalaw sa loob n'ya. "Wait! Wait! It's too deep! It hurts!" umiiyak n'yang angal at tinangkang mag-iba ng posisyon ngunit pinigilan ko siya. "Aah!"
"Kazuki…" I whispered his name then I licked his nape, sucked on it while pounding his ass harder. "Kazuki..." pag-uulit ko at hindi ko naiwasang makaramdam ng selos nang maala kong minsan nang inangkin ng iba ang katawang ito.
I wasn't his first, mas nauna pa ang gagong si Fujiwara na makita ang nasasarapang ekspresiyon ni Shimada-senpai nang ganito. Even the pleasure I'm giving him right now could not be enough but still… I want him.
I want Kazuki. I want his everything.
Once again, I licked his nape and he jolted upon realizing what I was about to do. For a second, I waited to see if he was going to cover it up again with his hands and I was overwhelmed when he didn't.
I made a final lick then bit his nape with such force. Kazuki shuddered and just seconds later, we both came together. I released all of my semen inside him but we were both shocked when we accidentally knotted.
"Fuck! Okuda, take it out!" he screamed in pain, trying to pull himself away but the knot was so tight that it only brought him agony. "Aargh! Fuck!" The pain must be unbearable since I just bit him from the nape and the mark was still fresh and this happened.
"Shit! Fuck! I can't stop cumming!" sabi ko naman.
"Aah… Fuck. What just happened?" mariing mura ni Kazuki.
"I'm sorry. I don't know what to do or how to pull this out. I might hurt you if I struggle too much."
"J-just leave it like that. Ang mabuti pa ay kumalma muna tayong pareho at nang matapos na ito," he suggested and he started to relax.
After I stopped cumming, the knot gradually loosened up until I was able to pull out my cock. Hinihingal na napahiga si Kazuki kasabay ng pagdaloy ng likido ko sa mga hita n'ya. It was so thick.
「That amount should be enough,」I thought to myself at bigla na lamang akong napangiti.
"Why are you smiling?" taka nitong tanong nang mahuli ako sa akto.
"I'm happy. We're finally a bond. You are officially mine," nakangiti kong saad at namula ang kanyang mukha.
"Stop smiling! It's creepy!" sita n'ya sa akin at literal akong sinipa sa inis pero imbes na magalit ako ay humiga ako sa tabi n'ya at niyakap siya nang mahigpit.
"Kazuki…" I called out his name in a loving tone before feeling the marks of my teeth on his nape. "My scent is already engraved in your body and soul. With this, no one can hurt you anymore. You are really mine now. *Aishiteiru [I love you], Kazuki."
Hindi siya kumibo ngunit nakita ko naman na namula nang husto ang kanyang mukha at uminit ang kanyang leeg sa labis na saya. To me, it was his cute way of telling me that he loved me, too.
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"Siya nga pala. Okuda, are you from a well-off family?" biglang usyoso ni Kazuki. We just rested after doing another five rounds.
"Why?" I asked back.
"Considering the job that you have, you can't possibly own a house like this or have luxurious cars or whatsoever. So, ano'ng totoo?"
Napangiti naman ako sa pangungulit n'ya. "I'll tell you everything if you call me by my name the next time we do it."
"Huh?! What's with that?!" mabilis n'yang angal at kaagad siyang kinilig sa ideya.
"So? Feel like saying it now?" I teased and he showed me a defeated expression.
"I really hate that side of yours," kunwaring naiinis nitong saad.
Dinampian ko naman ng masuyong halik ang kanyang noo bago ko siya niyakap palapit sa akin. "This feels like an illusion. I've never thought that I would be able to hold you like this and give you kisses."
"You see… I have prepared myself from being rejected by you and if you did, I promised myself that I'd rather choose to live alone my whole life than become someone else's mate. But…" His voice started to crack and he buried his face onto my chest. "In the end… I can't imagine my life without you. This is not influenced by us being fated pairs. It's just that… my heart also yearned for your love. I have been subconsciously searching for you."
"I know. We were meant to meet each other. We both had our histories and we were badly scarred from it. But now that I finally understand the real meaning of love and sacrifice, I will never let you go through same hurts ever again."
Kazuki cried after that. He kept crying and crying and I listened silently to him while holding him in my arms. I, too, started to shed some tears because after we bonded, I was able to have a special connection to his emotions. It was both overwhelming and painful but this was the reason that I lived this far.
"By the way, I didn't use your money," I suddenly opened up.
Napatingin naman si Kazuki sa akin. "What money?" he asked in confusion.
"You know, the money..." I said then cleared my throat before continuing, "the one you used to give me whenever we had sex at the office."
Namula naman ang buong mukha n'ya nang maalala ang tungkol doon. That must be a bad memory for him because I was a jerk towards him back then. I wonder if bringing this up was a good idea.
"Did you throw it away?" tanong n'ya sa kalmadong boses pero halatang naaasiwa siya patungkol dito.
"No," mabilis kong sagot. "I stashed it away somewhere in my close," I told him and hurriedly got out of the bed. I opened the drawer found at the bottom of my closet. And Kazuki quietly watched me take out the pile of dollar bills that he gave me during our private sessions. I showed it to him, jokingly waving it and put it back right away. Bumalik naman ako sa kama para tabihan siyang muli. "At first, I planned to get rid of it because I hated the fact that I actually accepted those from you," pag-aamin ko sa kanya.
"Did you change your mind then?" he asked. He was now quite interested if I was swayed away by the money, after all.
"Maybe," I uttered. "It sort of became a means for me to keep seeing you. It's really pathetic of me but the moment I realized that I was slowly succumbing to my desire on making you exclusively mine… scared me."
Kazuki saddled on top of me before pressing a gentle kiss on my lips. I was surprised that he did that but it was also refreshing to see him being assertive. "We were both scared, I guess," he said and rested his upper body on my chest. "Fated pairs… soul bonds. Not knowing if they do exist or someone out there is really meant to be with you alone is frightening. I was never taught about them. I grew up suppressing my Omega instincts because everyone around me made me feel that Omegas bring trouble no matter where they go."
"Kazuki…"
"My parents were both Alphas so they had it easy," he continued. "Just the thought of having an Omega son or daughter in their family scared the shit out of them and yet they had one," he stopped for a moment and glanced at me. "Do you wanna hear the rest?"
"Are you sure you're fine with it?" I asked him back. That four eyes already told me a little about Kazuki's past lover and it sounded so bad. I couldn't imagine how Kazuki overcame all those traumatic shits all by himself.
"Of course," aniya bago inihiga ulit ang ulo sa aking dibdib. "I have you now." Hearing that from him made me extremely happy and proud. I may not be the best Alpha there is but I'm glad I took the risk.
Kazuki told me everything. As he narrated how cruel the world has treated him, I recalled how happy my own family was before my mother met her fated pair. Must be really tough for her. She did everything she could for my sake and the moment my father knew about her fated pair, he instantly doubted her.
I really wish I could turn back time and treated Kazuki better. But they say that everything happens for a reason. If I didn't come to hate Omegas, I might not be able to meet him now. We wouldn't have crossed each other's paths. We might end up having different pairs and we could have ended the same fate as my parents. Hindi lang kaming dalawa ang masasaktan kung sakali.
But we met and now we're bound with each other for the rest of our lives. Fated pairs or not, I would have still chosen Kazuki. And I have no regrets about biting his nape because I was the one who was already into him from the very beginning.
I was destined to make this Omega happy.
「to be continued」