When you get the pain, you know it's the time to take a rest before learn
Red Dust
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Even I want to be angry at him but at the same time, I realize what Hong Yan Jing says is the truth indeed. In front of Hong Yan Jing, I just take a breath for a while before I looked at him and smiling.
"Bai He Lian, you say nothing to me so I think you know what I was said is true so just let me to take care of you when you are not with my Master." Hong Yan Jing said.
At this time, I know that I don't have any make sense reason to debate to Hong Yan Jing. Hong Yan Jing gives me my apron but when I want to take it, Hong Yan Jing just walking behind me and wear it on me.
"Hong Yan Jing, I can wear it by myself." I said to him but Hong Yan Jing just say nothing and I think that I don't have any choice but waiting Hong Yan Jing.
"Now, done." Hong Yan Jing walking again and this time he is standing in front of me with arms cross on his chest. "You can going back to work." Hong Yan Jing said to me.
Wait?! Why do I feel there is something weird here? I think and thinking again and….
"Hong Yan Jing, I am not your subordinate so how can you give me order?" I looked up to show him that I can accept it.
"I am not your subordinate either because you are not my Master's wife… yet." Hong Yan Jing draws his face closer so he can see my face clearly but the problem is ….my heart become fluttering suddenly when our eyes meet. "Bai He Lian, why you are blushed?" Hong Yan Jing teased me.
"I am not." I denied because it's so embarrassing to admit that I am really blushed in front of him.
"It's okay if you don't want to admit it. I will accompany you to come back to my Master's mansion after worked. " He said to me then Hong Yang Jing just leave me.
"Wait! Hong Yan Jing, what is that mean?! I don't want to come back to his place anymore." I shouted at him but Hong Yan Jing just looked at me before he opens the café's door.
"Bai He Lian, you should know what my Master can do." Hong Yan Jing take a looked at me before he smiles when there are a lot of woman was waiting in front of the door. I really don't know how can those woman was waiting in front of the café's door? Something like this never occurred before.
"I know but I don't really care."
Hong Yan Jing looked at me and sinister smile carved on his ice face.
"Bai He Lian, don't say anything if you are not sure yet." He said to me but deliver the dark aura. "I think we have to work right?"
"What?!"
Hong Yan Jing leaves this spot and greetings the customer with his bright smile. I know Hong Yang Jing have beautiful charming smile but do you know? I find his smile become so annoying. I really don't know how to facing him and his master. The more knowing about them, the more afraid I've become.
I really don't know how to survive if they are still here. Even I know Chen Sheng Lin will not kill me right now because somehow Chen Sheng Lin is still need me.
Today, I am working with A Lin and Hong Yan Jing. To be honest, I have to admit, Hong Yan Jing is really make this café filled with a lot of customers. He is so friendly in front of the customers but I know how is the fact. Even Hong Yan Jing is so friendly in front of them all but Hong Yan Jing is a mysterious man. I know nothing about him and he just pop up into my life and this is really insane to imagine I meet Hong Yan Jing and Chen Sheng Lin.
I think that my life just cursed since I meet Chen Sheng Lin at that night. Or it's because of Xu Feng. Owh! How can I become like this? This is so frustrated. I am here to thinking about my life. I am frustrated and almost get depression because I can't tell anyone about this matter.
After working everyone was come back home and leave Hong Yan Jing and I in this place. At that time, I know that I have to facing the reality if Hong Yan Jing's smile will disappears. Even Hong Yan Jing has a beautiful smile but that smile is not for me. Even tonight, I feel so exhausted and I want to sleep in my own bed but it's seems impossible.
Hong Yan Jing come closer and untied my apron before he untied his apron. I think the kitchen is still dirty but when I want to wash the dishes, Hong Yan Jing prohibits me from going to the kitchen with his arm.
"You don't need to wash the dishes because A Lin was washing the dishes before he come back home." Hong Yan Jing looked at me.
"Owh? Okay." I said while take a deep breath then walking to get out of this place but Hong Yan Jing hold my arm tightly so I don't have any choice but looked at him. "Why?" I asked him curiously.
"You have to take your dinner before you meet with my master." Hong Yan Jing said to me.
"What?! Hong Yan Jing, tell me, why I have to meet him tonight?" I looked at Hong Yan Jing as if I need an answer from him but he doesn't give me the answer that I want. "The alright!"
"Then I will tell you after take a dinner, you have to come back to my Master." Hong Yan Jing said to me."
"What if that I say to you that I don't want to come back with you?" I asked Hong Yan Jing.