Can we just become ourselves like the other people?
Chen Lu
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Bai He Lian
Chen Lu is here with me and Yi Hua in this place is something weird for me since we never sleep together like this before. When Yi Hua got poisoned by Yang Ning, I don't feel anything but why, I have to feel something like this towards Chen Lu. I feel so nervous and I really don't know what should I do when Chen Lu's gaze is stared on me.
Yi Hua is sleeping between us but this time, I feel like there is no Yi Hua at all when Chen Lu looked at me with this way. Actually, I try my best to sleep but that feels so hard to do. I feel so awkward when I see Chen Lu on the same bed with me as there is Yi Hua between us.
I know Yi Hua was sleeping right now but the problem, I was so nervous until my heart beating so fast. I can feel that my cheek become warm before it turned be reddish.
