I think the sky wants to punish me in this way, so tell me, what can I do?
Bai He Lian
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Bai He Lian
"No, I do love you indeed but I still can't trust you. I want to make it clear. What had been happened more than ten years ago not only made you hurt but me too. I can't touch you like before. I am sorry. You can say anything and you can promise me anything but all that I know is that I am the one who always deals with the pain in my heart."
Chen Lu's words make my heart breaking into pieces but of course… I understand why Chen Lu become like this and I don't want to burden him anymore. I have to be strong on my own. I try to smile even though it's so hard for me to do but I don't want to be like this as well.
