I know I want you the most but at the same time, I can't hold myself not doubting you.
Chen Lu
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Chen Lu
I really don't understand myself because I am the one who brings Bai He Lian to meet with Xia De Ming. I know I must be insane because when I see Bai He Lian's sad face. I feel there is something that pierces my heart/ I know this is so weird. I told myself that I am not falling in love with a woman like her over and over again but at the same time, I find myself failed.
I told myself that Bai He Lian is just a mother for my daughter and no more! I try to set the boundaries between us but there must be something that make us tied again. I feel so dumb because I was falling for someone like Bai He Lian. Okay… She is not beautiful…okay… she was cute… She was a horrible mother but… no! Yi Hua loves her and she loves Yi Hua.
