Everything seemed normal as I saw families hanging out, the children playing around. I continued my search, but my efforts were unrequited. Where could he be?
I wished...I knew more about him, maybe then I would have a clue where he was. I thought I would never see him again and I coincidently stumbled upon a scene of him... diligently watching a family around a dinner table. He didn't notice as I watched the family with him... I'm not a stalker.
" Shin..." I whispered, I also tapped him on his shoulder.
" Ahhh!" He yelled, " not you again leave me alone!" He ran back into the crowd, but this time I was prepare to catch him. I grabbed his selves and tugged it, and he fell into my embrace.
" There you are my Dolly!" it was the most nauseating voice I ever heard, " come to me!"
In front of me was the very same fat ugly lady that was supposed to be died. While in my embrace Shin struggled desperately, and in that process I felt a punch on my stomach and he escaped. I felt blood rush up my throat fighting to escape. " Sorry! sorry sorry sorry....sorry" He said over and over again.
He was trembling and he was scared, he became unable to move and stood there frozen in place. I continued holding my stomach, he definitely broke something inside of me. Shin tugged at my sleeve, " please don't leave me...please...please I beg of you."
Something inside of me clicked and my pain became numb. " Dolly are you disobeying me!" She screamed, and her fat body jiggled. Her saliva spray across the area and onto my face. Bitch!
" He's mine!" I yelled, my arms pick up Shin in my embrace.
" Who are you! What are you doing inside here!" She said angrily, " this is my territory! you are an outsider get out!"
She seemed to know I wasn't supposed to be here, " I said he is mine, don't make me repeated it you piece of... ah! it seems the very characteristic of your hmmm...kind is too unrefined for my delicate tongue," I said as I pointed to her body, " ugh! the very sight you blinds me."
" You!" She screamed, " Get out get out!"
I felt my whole body being forced out, oh no I was about to leave. " Shin you are the master of this place and if you want me to stay then you must say it!"
Shin was unable to form any coherent words, " Shin you must say that I can stay, " I urgently remind him."
" No! She must leave!" I saw my whole body starting to faintly disappear.
" Shin! You must tell me to stay!" He looked up at me with his tear filled eyes.
His mouth open and closed, " stay... you must stay with me."
" NO!" the fat ugly woman screamed. My body instantly solidified, " good boy " I said as I patted his warm head.
" Leave! " she screamed as loud as her lungs would allow her...she then seemed to realized that it wouldn't work anymore. " This is my place....mine Mine MINE!" She threw a tantrum like a child.
" Dolly come to me! I took care of you and I feed you, you are MINE!" She rushed at me with a punch and I dodge, her fat body fell into the ground.
" This place is not yours and it will never be, he is not yours and he will never be yours. What's mine can never become yours!" I said.
" No! he knows he's mine!" She was barely able to get up.
" Are you her's" I asked Shin.
He shook his head and weakly said, " no"
" You leave! You are not welcome here!" I said to her, " I will become his pillar of support and his inner demons will disappear!"
" You don't have the power or authority to make me disappear," she evilly said.
" Oh you are right I don't, but he does," I said as I looked at Shin.
" Hahaha he won't make me leave!"
" You won't" I asked Shin.
" Leave!" I heard Shin say.
" No! you can't do this! you can't do this!" She screamed.
" Oh yes he can and he will, leave!"
Her body starting to shatter and turn into matter and disappear.
I went to a quiet corner and held Shin's trembling body. " I will become your support you don't ever need to be afraid. "
He looked up at me and held my hand, " I am yours?" His pure innocent eyes blinded me and I was unable to reply.
He looked at me with bright eyes as he continued to wait for me to answer his question. His purple eyes with golden spec, shimmer in exception.
I put a hand on my face to cover my embarrassment, "You are nobody's but yourself but if you are willing to be someone's you can ," I could feel my whole face heated up, what was I teaching to this pure child.
" You...will be here with me," he bit his lips as he said, "forever!?"
I can't breath! My brain was over heating and my heart was beating...hard
" Forever," I whispered to him.
A couple passed by us holding hands, the lady was several months pregnant.
" Like that?" He pointed.
Ah! I felt like I was being proposed to.
" Like that!?" He asked again, but this time more firmly.
" like that" I repeated it back to him.
" Promise?" He said.
" Promise!"