He didn't reply immediately and Lila felt her unease grow. Is he going to think she is stupid for asking? Maybe because her feelings for him are stronger now. But Lila has realized one thing.. 'It seems like these feelings will continue to grow.
Haruka, is a free spirit. He isn't meant to be tied down. At least not with her. She isn't the one for him. She understood that full well and yet until the very last moment, she will cling to him.
While she has abandoned everything else, the only thing that remains now is Haruka.
Even that person whom she once loved so deeply, no longer comes to mind. Ever since that time, he has not come to see her once. Not that she was expecting anything. That person's always been carefree like that.
He is carefree like Haruka but the latter at least makes sure to return or leave a message. He doesn't simply vanish. Haruka, won't simply leave her. She understood that much very well.
