Three days later - Rouge hotel -
She just wanted somebody to love her, somebody to notice her existence. Somebody to tell her that she isn't just a tool. Somebody to tell her that she is beautiful. The one time she got close to real happiness to having somebody grant her needs, she ended up pushing them away.
Rikka threw up the contents of bile from her throat in the sink in the bathroom. Why did she decide to use the public one despite having a proper bathroom in the hotel room? She didn't want that guy to see her weakness.
The guy she chose to sleep with and to vent her stress was a well-known player in the entertainment industry. But despite this personality, he was one of the country's A-lister actors. She met him by chance on the streets, and before she knew it, they were here in the hotel.
A deep sigh crossed her lips as she exited the bathroom.
What am I doing, venting my emotions out like this like a child would?
