Chapter 20 - 20.Ryan's dilemma increased.

Ryan's heart was restless in the morning. He was just thinking about that shy girl. Today he didn't go to school. He got up from the bed and went to get fresh. After being fresh, he went to the kitchen. He made himself a breakfast by going to the kitchen. After breakfast he went to the lawn. After walking for a while in lawn, he sat on the swing there. He started reading newspaper after sitting on the swing. He had been reading newspaper for sometime. Then the same thoughts started circulating in his mind. He began to wonder what could have been the reason for that girl not answering. May she was nervous. It could also be that she didn't want to tell her mind. It could also be that she doesn't really like me. I might have guessed something wrong by looking at those sketches. She only considered me to be friend of hers. I was probably thinking of myself. There was nothing like that from her side perhaps. Why was I thinking like this? How did I make such a mistake? I need to apologise to her. But how could I think so wrong? Did I have some feelings for that shy girl? The one's I had not realised yet. His whole day had just passed in this turbulence. His dilemma was increased. He could not understand himself and the feelings of that girl. He was confused.