I looked at Tom who was also looking at me. My heart felt heavy when I thought he would leave me. But, it hurt even more when I thought he would die for real.
If I were to think rationally, I would have let him go back to his body. I didn't mind being separated from him for a bit, as long as I knew that he would eventually return to my side.
But, this time it was different.
I didn't know if he would come back or not. I didn't even know if he would still remember me or not.
There were too many possibilities that made me scared to let him go.
But, I reminded myself again that there was a high possibility of Tom being alive; breathing, warm, and... human.
Even though it was hard, I decided to let him go.
"Milady?" Siji was waiting for my decision.
"Send him back." I was surprised to hear my own voice sounded so weak.
"Jane." Tom hugged me tight. "I will stay if that's what you want me to do."