"Jane…" Senior Rizal called softly. I stared at him. "Are you okay?"
Oh, what was I doing? I shook my head. "I'm good." I answered as calm as possible –which was really hard since my heart was beating like crazy.
He eyed his watch. "It's already passed 15 minutes." He smiled. "Want me to accompany you to sleep?"
I smiled, but didn't say anything. I was confused -I didn't know what to answer. But, apparently for him it was a yes. He picked me up bridal style and put me on my bed. He covered me under my blanket and kissed my forehead, like a kid I was. I had just wanted to protest his action when his lips covered my lips again, shut me from what I wanted to say.
"Just sleep. I'll pick you up tomorrow." He whispered softly.
I rolled my eyes. "Nine o'clock." I said, smiling.
"Alright, my princess. Now, sleep. Or, I'll have to punish you." He joked, smiling.
"What's the punishment?" I asked.
"Like this…" He kissed me again and I laughed inwardly.
"Then, may I ask for the punishment?" I whispered, half-jokingly.
I laughed softly. I pushed myself a bit and kissed him. He responded to my kiss, but slowly his kiss turned more passionate and lustful. I moaned and his kiss moved to my chin, and then my neck. Again, my heart wildly thumping inside my chest. Unconsciously, I moaned again. At that time, he pulled out and smiled.
"We will slip, you know?" He whispered, warning me. I blushed as I realized what he meant.
What did I do? Oh God, it's embarrassing!
"Just sleep. I'll go home for real now. See you tomorrow." He kissed my forehead gently and got up. This time, he really left, leaving me cursing myself for what I had done.
Was I just giving myself to him?
I must be crazy. Crazy. CRAZY!!
It's all because of the dream I got this afternoon. Aaarrgghhh...I was so embarrassed! He must think that I was an easy girl. There was no use to lament on my stupid action now. I should have been more careful and aware from now on. I couldn't be caught off guard anymore!!
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"Come here…" I called Tom to approach me.
Tom moved closer and sat on the bed. I wrapped my arms around his neck and kissed his lips. Just for a while, then I pulled out.
"Haha…Got you!" I laughed softly.
He stunned and stared at me unbelievably. It was as if there was no way I would kiss him. I smiled at him.
"How is it?" I asked.
He snapped and smiled. "You still need to learn again. But, it's pretty good as a beginner. It should be like this." He pulled me and kissed me passionately.
"I'll show you another thing." He whispered then he kissed me again. Slowly he moved on to my bed and pushed me in the process. He lied me down without releasing his kiss.
Tom laid on my body, pressing onto me. His tongue swept my lips and snuck into my mouth, dancing with my own tongue, and tickling the roof of my mouth. My heart thumped like thunder as I moaned softly. My hands grabbed his hair gently as my back arched a bit and my body stiffened. His kiss moved slowly to my neck, then to my chest. His hands grasped my hands tightly and he eyed me while smiling mischievously.
"Do you like me?" He asked, all of sudden.
I stunned. Did I like him? I didn't know. I spent most of my time with him, how did I know I liked him or not?
"I'm not doing it if you don't like it." He sat back.
I stared at him. "Do you not like me?" I asked him back.
He turned around and looked at me straight into my eyes. He smiled softly and stroked my cheek gently. "I like you, of course. I really like you. But, maybe, you don't like me." He said slowly.
I stunned again. "I don't know. I may like you. But I really don't know. You are always near me, beside me. I'm not sure if I like you or not." I said.
"Ah… is that so?" He said softly, sounded hurt.
I hugged him. "Sorry, I'm sorry…" I whispered to him.