I felt the heaven open and the birds singing and dancing crazily in my head. Kurt Sebastian likes me. "You do?" i asked.
"Yes." he said smiling.
"Why?" i asked quietly as sat on the nearest bench. i was so happy that i felt my heart would burst but restrained myself from dancing around him.
he frowned and sat next to me, "why you askin why? i mean anyone could easily fall in love with you." i looked at him with disbelief. he continued on, "You're beautiful, smart and have a smokin' hot bod."
i laugh hysterically, "you must have mistaken me with some cheerleaders."
"you have no know idea how amazing you are," he said seriously.
i could literally hear angels singing. i was so ecstatic that i couldn't help my self and kissed him in the lips. I felt hot flushes creeping to my cheeks as i realized what i just did but as i moved my face away from him, he pulls me back towards him and kisses me more.
our kiss was intense and full of passion. i could still feel his soft lips against mine as i absent-mindedly dribble on my notebook.
"what in the world?" Gemma hissed in a hushed tone beside me. she snatched my dribbled notebook and glared at me as she give me a mental look that says 'spill it out or die'
i smiled sheepishly. i have filled my notebook with Kurt's name in various cursive writings.
"Dribbles? Really?" she hissed again.
i keep my cool. i am not letting her ruin my mood. Kurt and i just kissed and that all that matters to me now.
"You're not telling me huh?" she whispered in hurt tone.
"i am not telling you yet," i whispered softly back.
"Hmp. And i though bestfriends tell everything," she said as she went back to listening to the professor. i could sense her hurt. Gemma and i were bestfriends since kindergarten and we tell each other sercrets. But i cannot tell her something which is not yet official. Though Kurt told me he had strong feelings for me and kissed me, i am not quite sure if that qualifies as being a couple.
Days passed and Kurt and I spent a lot of quality and intimate time together behind everybody's back. We decided to keep our relationship in secret to avoid rumours. It was also Kurt's way to protect me from jealous girls who have huge crushes on him. After kissing openly in public, my locker was filled with hatred vandals from other girls. some even stick mocked photos of me wherein they have drawn fangs and horns over my face. I was scared at first but Gemma protects me from their harrassments and reports them to our Dean.
It was then we decided to keep our relationship hidden and the rumours just died a natural death. Playboy as he is it was thought that it was just one time thing and had never blossomed to anything more. The harrassments eventually stopped.
Gemma was suspicious at first but eventually gave up asking when she realize i am not giving her any answers yet. She stood behind me, supportive as any bestfriends are.
Kurt wraps his arms around me as he sits behind me on a large branch of an oak tree. Behind the school was a large oak tree with large branches. this tree became our small secret haven. He planted soft kisses up and down my neck. i could feel chills up and down my spine as his hands ventured under my blouse, exploring. i sighed.
"We should really get out of here while we still can," he said in barely more than a whisper and in between kisses.
"Before somebody finds and sees us?" i sighed.
I could feel his arms harden as his hands sweetly explored my nipples, "Before we caught ourselves up in a moment."
I chuckled lightly as i pull apart from him. I climb down the tree and he follows. As we were standing closely, he leans his foreheads against mine. i closed my eyes, taking in his breaths as his warm lips met mine. Our lips fitted like two puzzles together. He briefly pulled apart and said, "I love you Heline."
I smiled, feeling contented and whispered back, "I love you too Kurt."
My phone beeped as i was about to finished jotting down the last word in my notes. The library is almost empty and i spent the entire afternoon doing researches.
I opened up the message box which beamed as it read "I'm waiting."
It has been months since we first kissed and i secretly met up with Kurt after classes and before going home from the library. I went down the hall and onto the almost empty parking lot. A single streetlight beams onto his handsome feature as he lean against his parked bike. I smiled happily as i bounced down the last step. But my face fell as i could see his face dim and clouded.
"What's wrong?" i asked.
He just gestured me to ride behind him as he handed me an extra helmet. i obeyed. We rode fast and the cold air swept wildly against my cheeks. My heart pounded. Did i do something wrong? Did i pissed him from waiting too long?
we arrived quickly at the front of my home which was odd. He usually slowed down the paced as we rode home saying that he wanted to slow down time for us to be together longer. But tonight it was different. I climbed down his bike and looked at him. His face was clouded.
i chuckled nervously, "well that was a fast ride."
He just sat still and silent on his bike. I take it that he is just not in the mood. "Well, i'll see you tomorrow then," i tried to say brightly and i lean forward slightly towards him for a kiss as we usually does every single time that he bring me home. My cheeks flushed as he quickly moved away me. His voiced was hard and harsh as he said, "we are not seeing each other anymore Heline. This is the last time that I am bringing you home." With those harsh words, he speed up his bike and disappeared into the darkness. i was dumbfounded by those quick seconds and tears fell from my eyes as realization sinked in.
I just got dump.