Thank goodness with my brilliant tactic, there are no more awkward moments. It's such a simple effort with tremendous benefit. Sleep throughout the flight. What things can go wrong?
But too bad it just a short solution. So what next? I brave myself to sneak a peek at Alex. He looks tense.
And that tense face turns to frown and going up to scowled every time his phone beeping and he is reading those messages.
Would I be crazy enough to ask any question? Nope. I am still sane. It's not a cowardice. Just a strong urge of survival into next day. Okay. I lie. I was too afraid to ask.
But the those thousand questions in my head screaming for answer. Oh, I lie again. About a thousand. Not that much. More than twenty is not lying though.
Where we are going, where will we be staying? What should I do as his wife? I swear, I already worshiped the Grand Master G aka Google a million times about the role of a wife. Okay, that million of times of course of a big fat lie. But I am not lying that I do it below than one hundred times. Anyway, no matter how much I try to seek the answers, the facts remain the same.
Most results that I found leading me how to build good marriage which of course emphasize with capitals of 3 words with S at the front. Next is communication and tolerance etc. ( For readers underage still clueless here, please don't ask your parents what 3 words I refer to or GOOGLE it. I don't want to taint your innocent heart)
Why did I say the most results? This is because the rest of the result talking about negative answers such as divorce, separation, and counseling. It too soon to think when we just two days been married and also the clause effected from a prenuptial agreement that I signed yesterday
Even when I googled about arrange marriage, everyone talks about their first night ( their experience, even explicit details when I read at Quora. Which makes me feels like I read erotic novel), how to avoid awkward first night, the first step of blah blah blah...EVERYTHING emphasizes the first night!
Uurgh. Not helping even a bit. I don't need that kind of answer.
Who should I ask?
Father? Are you nuts? Will you ask your fathers about this?
Mother? Sigh..I don't have one anymore..
Sis Gie? If I can grab hold of her, I will tie her down to Alex and wash my hand completely from this problem What's the point asking for advice about marriage from her when she the one's who throws me in this mess at the first place?
So should I ask my question directly to Alex? And I think I made a major error for giving my copy of the prenuptial agreement to Siti. I don't read properly at that time since everything was so out of control for me to calm down analyzing everything. And we part too soon. Plus she has many lawyers or correctly her father has a firm of the lawyer.
And I knew she will ask Johan, her oldest big brother who specializes in marriage law. Maybe I should message later asking about it after Siti finishes her trip to Korea. I don't want to mess up their holiday which supposed to be ours in our original plan that has nothing on the list that any of us will get married a day before the flight.
The only way choice I have right now to face these big issues is asking directly to Alex. Am I brave enough to enter the lion lair?
"Argh!"
My hands suddenly been jerk from behind followed with voice of the "lion".
"Where are you going?"
"Huh?"
Why he asking me that? I look around and everything dawn on me. My face suddenly feels hot.